A Cry in the WildernessWaller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
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A Cry in the Wilderness
Waller, Mary E. (Mary Ella)
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Québec (Province) -- Fiction
Around the room, even between the windows, the more than two thousand
books in their cases formed a rich dado of finely blended colors--the
deep royal blue and dark reds in morocco, the yellow-white imitation of
parchment,--parchment itself in several instances,--the light faun and
reddish brown of half calf; even shagreen was there, and the limp
bronze-gilt leather of Chinese bindings. Jamie told me that many of
the editions were rare.
It seemed to me in my ignorance, that there could be no more beautiful
room than this simple, book-lined, wood-panelled parlor in the old
manor of Lamoral. I felt an ownership in it, for I had helped in part
to create the intimate atmosphere that I knew must be like
home,--something I had dreamed of, but never expected to make real.
The owner, whose voice I heard for the first time talking to the dogs
as he came down stairs, presented himself to me at that moment as an
outsider, an intruder. I waited until I heard him close the
dining-room door; then I went up stairs again to my own room.
VIII
I did not light the candles. The firelight showed through the mica in
the stove grate. I sat down by the window and looked out. A full moon
shone high and clear above the dark irregular outline of the massed
treetops in the woods across the creek, now covered with ice and
blanketed with white. The great hemlock branches, crowding close to
the house, were drooping, snow-laden. The moonlight, reflected in
them, flashed diamond dust from the upper branches; beneath the lower
ones it cast violet shadows on the snow.
"What next?" I was thinking, and might have spared myself the trouble
of that thought, for just then Mrs. Macleod knocked at the door and
came in.
"In the dark? Marcia, my dear, we need you down stairs."
"Of course I 'll come, Mrs. Macleod, if you wish me to, but I don't
quite see how, as your companion and assistant, I am needed now down
stairs. I shall feel as if I were not earning my salt, just playing
lady."
Now, can any one tell me why the spirit of revolt at the change in my
position in this house, through the coming of the owner and his friend,
should have materialized in just this ungracious speech? I was ashamed
of myself the moment I had given it utterance. Such a mean sentiment!
Not worthy of a woman of twenty-six. I was thankful she could not see
my face.
She hesitated before replying. When she spoke I heard a note of
displeasure in her voice.
"I need you now, perhaps, more than before. With these guests in the
house, there is more responsibility than during the last three weeks."
"If only they _were_ guests!" The perverse spirit was still at work
within me. "But we are the guests now, and I don't quite see what my
work is to be; my position seems to be an anomalous one."
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