It seemed to me now that I had never really lived before so sweet was
this new life--so healthy, and free from care and regret. The old life,
which I had lived in cities, was less in my thoughts on each succeeding
day; it came to me now like the memory of a repulsive dream, which I was
only too glad to forget. How I had ever found that listless, worn-out,
luxurious, do-nothing existence endurable, seemed a greater mystery
every morning, when I went forth to my appointed task in the fields or
the workhouse, so natural and so pleasant did it now seem to labor with
my own hands, and to eat my bread in the sweat of my face. If there was
one kind of work I preferred above all others, it was wood-cutting, and
as a great deal of timber was required at this season, I was allowed to
follow my own inclination. In the forest, a couple of miles from the
house, several tough old giants--chiefly oak, chestnut, elm, and
beech--had been marked out for destruction: in some cases because they
had been scorched and riven by lightnings, and were an eyesore; in
others, because time had robbed them of their glory, withering their
long, desolate arms, and bestowing on their crowns that lusterless,
scanty foliage which has a mournful meaning, like the thin white hairs
on the bowed head of a very old man. At this distance from the house I
could freely indulge my propensity for singing, albeit in that coarser
tone which had failed to win favor with my new friends.
Among the grand trees, out of earshot of them all, I could shout aloud
to my heart's content, rejoicing in the boisterous old English ballads,
which, like John Peele's view-hallo,
_"Might awaken the dead
Or the fox from his lair in the morning."_
Meanwhile, with the frantic energy of a Gladstone out of office, I plied
my ax, its echoing strokes making fit accompaniment to my strains, until
for many yards about me the ground was littered with white and yellow
chips; then, exhausted with my efforts, I would sit down to rest and eat
my simple midday fare, to admire myself in my deep-green and chocolate
working-dress, and, above everything, to think and dream of Yoletta.
* * * * *
In my walks to and from the forest I cast many a wistful look at a
solitary flat-topped hill, almost a mountain in height, which stood two
or three miles from the house, north of it, on the other side of the
river. From its summit I felt sure that a very extensive view of the
surrounding country might be had, and I often wished to pay this hill a
visit. One afternoon, while taking my lesson in reading, I mentioned
this desire to Yoletta.
"Come, then, let us go there now," said she, laying the tablets aside.
I joyfully agreed: I had never walked alone with her, nor, in fact, with
her at all, since that first day when she had placed her hand in mine;
and now we were so much nearer in heart to each other.
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