“I should have been very glad of your advice,” she said with a
disappointed, almost wounded manner, keeping her eyes upon him. “It
seems to me we are always going wrong”--
She stopped short, with a flush and then a pallor.
Ferris returned her look with one of comical dismay. This apparent
readiness of Miss Vervain’s to be taken command of, daunted him, on
second thoughts. “I wish you’d dismiss all my stupid talk from your
mind,” he said. “I feel as if I’d been guiltily trying to set you
against a man whom I like very much and have no reason not to trust, and
who thinks me so much his friend that he couldn’t dream of my making any
sort of trouble for him. It would break his heart, I’m afraid, if you
treated him in a different way from that in which you’ve treated him
till now. It’s really touching to listen to his gratitude to you and
your mother. It’s only conceivable on the ground that he has never had
friends before in the world. He seems like another man, or the same man
come to life. And it isn’t his fault that he’s a priest. I suppose,” he
added, with a sort of final throe, “that a Venetian family wouldn’t use
him with the frank hospitality you’ve shown, not because they distrusted
him at all, perhaps, but because they would be afraid of other Venetian
tongues.”
This ultimate drop of venom, helplessly distilled, did not seem to
rankle in Miss Vervain’s mind. She walked now with her face turned from
his, and she answered coldly, “We shall not be troubled. We don’t care
for Venetian tongues.”
They were at the gate. “Good-by,” said Ferris, abruptly, “I’m going.”
“Won’t you wait and see my mother?” asked Florida, with her awkward
self-constraint again upon her.
“No, thanks,” said Ferris, gloomily. “I haven’t time. I just dropped in
for a moment, to blast an innocent man’s reputation, and destroy a young
lady’s peace of mind.”
“Then you needn’t go, yet,” answered Florida, coldly, “for you haven’t
succeeded.”
“Well, I’ve done my worst,” returned Ferris, drawing the bolt.
He went away, hanging his head in amazement and disgust at himself for
his clumsiness and bad taste. It seemed to him a contemptible part,
first to embarrass them with Don Ippolito’s acquaintance, if it was an
embarrassment, and then try to sneak out of his responsibility by these
tardy cautions; and if it was not going to be an embarrassment, it was
folly to have approached the matter at all.
What had he wanted to do, and with what motive? He hardly knew. As he
battled the ground over and over again, nothing comforted him save the
thought that, bad as it was to have spoken to Miss Vervain, it must have
been infinitely worse to speak to her mother.
VIII.
It was late before Ferris forgot his chagrin in sleep, and when he
woke the next morning, the sun was making the solid green blinds at his
window odorous of their native pine woods with its heat, and thrusting a
golden spear at the heart of Don Ippolito’s effigy where he had left it
on the easel.
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