But besides and apart from all these, there comes to some the question,
“What does it all mean?” To others, an unlovable and gloomy aspect is
presented, wherein their life seems to be but used as a material
worthless in itself and ungifted with any dignity or honour; while to
others again, with the love of those they love, comes a cessation of all
personal interest in life, and a disappointment and feeling of
valuelessness.
And in all these cases some answer is needed. And here human duty
ceases. We cannot make objects to love. We can make machines and works
of art, but nothing which directly excites our love. To give us that
which rouses our love, is the duty of one higher than ourselves.
And yet in one respect we have a duty--we must look.
What good would it be, to surround us with objects of loving interest,
if we bury our regards in ourselves and will not see?
And does it not seem as if with lowered eyelids, till only the thinnest
slit was open, we gazed persistently, not on what is, but on the
thinnest conceivable section of it?
Let it be granted that our right attitude is, so to devote ourselves
that there is no question as to what we will do or what we will not do,
but we are perfectly obedient servants. The question is, Whom are we to
serve?
It cannot be each individual, for their claims are conflicting, and as
often as not there is more need of a master than of a servant. Moreover,
the aspect of our fellows does not always excite love, which is the only
possible inducer of the right attitude of service. If we do not love,
we can only serve for a self motive, because it is in some way good for
ourselves.
Thus it seems to me that we are reduced to this: our only duty is to
look for that which it is given us to love.
But this looking is not mere gazing. To know, we must act.
Let any one try it. He will find that unless he goes through a series of
actions corresponding to his knowledge, he gets merely a theoretic and
outside view of any facts. The way to know is this: Get somehow a means
of telling what your perceptions would be if you knew, and act in
accordance with those perceptions.
Thus, with regard to a fellow-creature, if we knew him we should feel
what his feelings are. Let us then learn his feelings, and act as if we
had them. It is by the practical work of satisfying his needs that we
get to know him.
Then, may-be, we love him; or perchance it is said we may find that
through him we have been brought into contact with one greater than him.
This is our duty--to know--to know, not merely theoretically, but
practically; and then, when we know, we have done our part; if there is
nothing, we cannot supply it. All we have to do is to look for
realities.
We must not take this view of education--that we are horribly pressed
for time, and must learn, somehow, a knack of saying how things must be,
without looking at them.
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