"I should be very sorry, as we should all be," she said.
"Not as for the loss of a lover?" he asked again.
She cast one quick glance up at him, and then her eyelids drooped. "I
cannot feign," she whispered. "But why do you tease me so? What does it
matter to you?"
She tried to withdraw her hand from his, but he held it fast.
"Magelone," he whispered,--and there was a passionate tremor in his
voice,--"have you never remembered that if Johann Leopold dies I am his
heir? Understand all that this means: you, too, would then be mine!"
"Hush!" she interrupted him, half in anger, half in terror. "For God's
sake, hush! I will not listen to another word!" And she turned from him
and joined his sisters again.
But his words had fallen upon fruitful soil. Magelone could not but
reflect upon the possibility at which he had hinted, and her fancy
painted a future based upon this possibility. There was an actual
change in her sentiments. Otto's words on this New Year's evening could
not have been uttered in mere dalliance, and her heart responded in
louder throbs than hitherto. There came now and then a fleeting
consciousness of wrong, when she would weep and consider herself
miserably unhappy; but she sought consolation in further imaginings, and
when she encountered Otto there was a degree of suppressed emotion in
her words and looks which lent a new charm to a creature usually so cool
and self-possessed. Otto was, as he confessed to himself, 'awfully in
love with her.'
Days passed without bringing any essential change in Johann Leopold's
condition. "About the same," was the comfortless answer which the
Freiherr made every morning to the anxious inquirers of the family, and
he sat more silent and gloomy than ever at the head of the table. The
only person with whom he sometimes conversed was Ludwig.
"If I could only understand what grandpapa can find in that pretentious
creature," said Hildegard. "He comes and goes, and gives his opinion
quite as if he belonged to us. But where should such people learn to
behave themselves?"
Magelone said, "So this is the famous foster-brother, Johanna's ideal.
The head of a bull-dog on the body of an elephant."
Eduard and Karl, after Ludwig had smoked a cigar with them, pronounced
him a 'first-rate fellow.' Otto found him tedious, and Aunt Thekla
called him the 'gentlest and kindest of men,' while Johanna was
constantly hurt and offended by his cynical tone.
The second day after his arrival she asked him to take a walk with her.
As they walked along under the gray wintry skies, the crows flying
cawing overhead and the snow crackling beneath their feet, Johanna said,
"This is like the good old times when you used to come home at Christmas
for the holidays. Do you remember how we used to make expeditions to
see how our summer resorts looked in their winter dress?"
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