Colorado -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Fiction; Love stories; Redemption -- Fiction; Western stories
“I didn’t see the young woman; that wasn’t permitted, of course. But I
suppose she knows all about it, and the thought makes me want to run
amuck. In the whole dreary business there is only this single grain of
comfort: I know who gave me away. And when I meet that man, God do so
to me and more if I don’t send him where he belongs, and that without
benefit of clergy. And you won’t say me nay when I tell you that his
name is Harding.
“I suppose you will want to know what I am going to do next. I don’t
know, and that is God’s truth. The day after the thing happened I meant
to vanish; but the chief was away and I couldn’t very well shut up the
office and walk out. Since then the mill has been grinding until I
don’t know what I want to do. Sometimes I am tempted to throw the whole
thing overboard and go back to the hog wallow. It is about all I am fit
for; and nobody cares--unless you do.
“For pity’s sake write me a letter and brace me up if you can; I never
needed it worse. The chief is still away; I can’t do another stroke
of work till he comes back with the field books, and there isn’t a
soul here that I can talk to. Consequently I’m going mad by inches.
I suppose you have taken it for granted that I love the young woman,
though I believe I haven’t said so in so many words. I do, and that is
what racks me. If I go away, I give her up for good and all. If I stay
I can’t get her. If I go to the devil again--but we won’t discuss that
phase of it now. Write, and hold me to my word, if you love me.”
This letter was mailed on the train Wednesday evening, and in the
ordinary course of events it should have brought an answer by the
Saturday. This Brant knew, and he set himself to wear out the interval
with what constancy there was in him, doing nothing more irrational
than the devoting of two of the evenings to aimless trampings in the
Highlands, presumably in the unacknowledged hope that he might chance
to see Dorothy at a distance. He did not see her, did not venture near
enough to Altamont Terrace to stand any chance of seeing her, and
when the Saturday passed without bringing a letter from Hobart, hope
deferred gave birth to heaviness.
“He is disgusted, I suppose, and I can’t blame him,” was his summing up
of it when the postman had made his final round. “God in heaven, I wish
the colonel would come back and give me my quittance! If I have to sit
here and grill through many more days I shall be ripe for any devil’s
sickle of them all!”
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