And I might save him. It was in my power, by submitting to my
imperious captor and promising to marry him, to save my own beloved
from a truly awful death. I could do it, and no one else. And it
did not so much matter what happened to me, if his precious life was
saved. If he died I should be miserable, wherever I was; if he lived
I should have the consolation of knowing that, to lighten my own dark
lot.
I was in poor health, my spirits depressed and my soul sickened by my
captivity and the knowledge that my absence would afflict my dear
mistress and make her very anxious. No one was at hand to advise
me--no one but Sir Claudius' sisters, and I could not consult them.
What was I to do? 'Sacrifice myself,' answered my heart, 'sacrifice
myself for him I love.'
Sir Claudius did not leave me long to think it over.
'I must press for an answer now, immediately,' he said, returning.
'Oh, but please wait a little,' said I, tearfully. 'I cannot answer
you now, not just now,' I pleaded. 'Give me a little time. Give me
at least until the evening.'
'No, you must promise now,' said he imperiously.
'But--but----'
I sobbed, putting up both my hands to my face, like a child, and
crying as if my heart would break.
'Now, or never? It is the only chance you can have of saving Sir
Hubert Blair's life. And, look you, Madam, if you do not----'
leaning forward he whispered that the gallows was waiting for its
prey.
I shrank back. My heart felt frozen. I laughed with bitter
recklessness. Thus talked he who said he loved me!
I wrung my hands.
'Why was I born?' I lamented. 'And why did my father send me away
from home?'
'Do you consent, madam?' demanded the ruffian who had me in his power.
I started violently. The outlook was appalling.
'May I see Sir Hubert Blair once? Just once, that I may take my
leave of him?' I asked beseechingly.
'No, no. That is too much to ask.'
'But, unless I see him I cannot consent,' I said, temporizing. 'You
see,' a little hope came into my heart, 'I am not sure whether you
are speaking the truth about him, or not. He was certainly in a
desperate state--one against six--when I saw him last, but he is
tremendously strong and he had his sword, therefore he may have
escaped.'
'I tell you we took him prisoner with you.'
'Unless I see him, I cannot believe he is a prisoner here,' I
persisted.
'Ho! So you doubt me?'
'Yes.' I bowed my head. 'I doubt you altogether.'
'And you do not think Sir Hubert is here?'
'I do not know. I do not know anything. Allow me to see him--allow
me only to see him for one minute--and then, then, if I see him here,
in your power, and if you will vow that you will not only liberate
him but also send him safely across to Holland, I will consent to do
as you wish.'
'To marry me.'
'Yes.'
Sir Claudius looked hideously triumphant.
'It won't be such a bad bargain,' he said, leering at me.
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