"A sea voyage is the only thing that will prolong his life. With your
consent, it can be arranged at once."
She shook her head.
"Madam, I find I must revise my ideals of maternal devotion. You punish
your innocent child for the sins of those who blighted your youth? You
harangue a rabble in favor of 'justice' and deny it to a dying boy."
She caught her breath, leaned against the wall, and covered her face
with her hands. When he saw it again the color had ebbed, the lovely
eyes were darkened by unshed tears, and the lips were beyond her
control.
"My baby--my fatherless little one! Ever since he was born I have
struggled so hard to keep his mother's name clean--his mother's name,
all he had--clean and beyond reproach! Do you suppose that now, at the
last, I would put myself under obligation to a rich man? We may die
paupers, he and I, but when we go to the Potter's Field--the only
undisputed land labor can claim--we go free, honest, and unblemished,
and if there was a God, I could hold up my baby and demand why He had
cursed us both in our innocence."
"I am sorry that the circumstances coloring your life have destroyed
every vestige of confidence in man's honor, yet I have no alternative
but to accept your decision, and I wish you good morning."
He lifted his hat, and had gone half way down the stairs, when she
followed and touched his sleeve.
"I did not thank you for much goodness to my child, but I do want to say
I am not ungrateful; only I have had so little to be thankful for, I
don't quite know how to phrase gratitude. The world has been so hard to
me I am suspicious of every rich man in your social circle. You see, my
face has handicapped me always----"
She set her teeth and struck one palm resentfully against her cheek, and
the passionate, pent-up cry of years of suffering broke through the next
words.
"Yes, my face has been my curse, and it was the steel trap that snapped
chains on me when I was only a child. Kindness to my Leighton is the one
thing that touches what is left of my heart; and how do you suppose I
can bear now to listen to his sobbing yonder, because he thinks I have
rudely driven you away? Oh, my pretty baby! My own beautiful little one!
Cast out, with only his girl-mother to fight for him against this cruel
world! And now if I lose him, if my all is taken away from me----"
She wrung her hands, and the blanched face was upturned as if
challenging her God.
"Madam, I understand fully, and I intend to help your boy; but be sure I
shall visit him when you are absent. Tell him I shall come, with your
consent, while he is alone; and some day I think you will trust me, even
despite the fact that I happen to have money. Good-bye."
He held out his hand, but she seemed not to see it, and as she turned
and walked wearily up the steps he went down to his carriage.
CHAPTER XI
"Miss Kent, it is quite evident that you do not approve of us."
"Will you be so kind as to explain to whom 'us' refers?"
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