English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
power of rejecting all premises except those familiar to herself. This
gave it a fibre and substance hard as concrete. Here, indeed, was
something one could build on; here, indeed, was the strait thing. Her
husband would sometimes say to her: “My dear, we don’t know what the
poor woman’s circumstances were, we really don’t, you know. I think
we should try to put ourselves in her place.” And she would fix his
eye, and say: “James, it’s no good. I can’t imagine myself in that
woman’s place, and I won’t. Do you think that _I_ would ever leave
_you_?” And, watching till he shook his head, she would go on: “Of
course not. No. Nor let you leave me.” And, pausing a second, to see
if he blinked, because men were rather like that (even those who had
the best of wives), she would go on: “She deserves all she gets. I have
no personal feeling, but, if once decent women begin to get soft about
this sort of thing, then good-bye to family life and Christianity, and
everything. I’m not hard, but there are things I feel strongly about,
and this is one of them.” And secretly she would think: “That’s why
he keeps so thin--always letting himself doubt, and sympathise, where
one has no right to. Men!” Next time she passed the woman, she would
cut her deader than the last time, and, seeing her smile, would feel
a sort of divine fury. More than once this had led her into courts of
law on charges of libel and slander. But, knowing how impregnable was
her position, she almost welcomed that opportunity. For it was ever
transparent to judge and jury from the first that she was that crown of
pearls, a virtuous woman, and so she was never cast in damages.
On one such occasion her husband had been so ill-advised as to remark:
“My dear, I have my doubts whether our duty does not stop at seeing to
ourselves, without throwing stones at others.”
“Robert,” she had answered, “if you think that, just because there’s a
chance that you may have to pay damages, I’m going to hold my tongue
when vice flaunts itself, you make a mistake. I always put your
judgment above mine, but this is not a matter of judgment--it is a
matter of Christian and womanly conduct. I can’t admit even your right
to dictate.”
She hated that expression, “The grey mare is the better horse”; it was
vulgar, and she would never recognise its truth in her own case--for a
wife’s duty was to submit herself to her husband, as she had already
said. After this little incident she took the trouble to go and open
her New Testament and look up the story of a certain woman. There was
not a word in it about women not throwing stones; the discouragement
referred entirely to men. Exactly! No one knew better than she the
difference between men and women in the matter of moral conduct.
Probably there _were_ no men without that kind of sin, but there were
plenty of women, and, without either false or true pride, she felt that
she was one of them. And there the matter rested.
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