Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 2 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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Alone on a Wide Wide Sea, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
English fiction -- 19th century; Sea stories
Never can I forget her look as we sat together in her cabin one
afternoon, she reading from this book and I listening. The subject
was Death. As she read her face lighted up. I gazed with wonder, with
something of awe and adoration at the tender triumphant enthusiasm of
her expression. A delicate flush tinged her cheeks, her bosom rose and
fell as though to a sobbing of joy. From time to time she paused with
lifted eyes, and her lips murmured inarticulately.
‘It is beautiful and it is true!’ she exclaimed as she closed the book.
‘Why is not death always thus represented? All must suffer. Why should
death be called the King of Terrors? The imaginations of men picture
sleep as an angel bending over the weary, lulling pain, wreathing
sorrowful lips with smiles. But death--the deeper sleep, the angel that
is God’s messenger to man--death must be made terrifying and shocking!
It is a dreadful spectre poising a lance! Oh, death is divine; it is
no terrifying skeleton, but an angel of love, whose gift of slumber is
sweet and sure, from whose dreamless sleep you arise to find yourself
in the presence of God.’
In this strain would she talk to me, but in words and thoughts more
exalted than I have memory for. When I look back and recall these
sentences I have just written down, I often think to myself that it was
faith and not death that was the holy, soothing, and healing angel she
spoke of, and God’s messenger to man; for it was faith that lighted up
her eye and painted an expression of rapture upon her face when she
looked up to heaven and thought of the grave as but the little gate
that was to admit her into the shining glorious highway. And, again,
when I think of her, I often say to myself, Who to obtain faith would
not exchange all the treasures of this world?--to feel a deeper joy in
surrendering all things than many know in the acquisition of a few,
to have your hope fixed high like some bright star in the heavens, to
desire death rather than to shrink from it, to feel that the deep night
of death is on _this_ side the grave, and that the true dawn breaks not
until the spirit stands on the other side of that little silent chamber
of earth in which the body rests--to know this, to feel this is the
sweet sure gift of faith, the angel in whose atmosphere of heavenly
light death the shadow perishes.
It was on the third or the fourth morning following the day on which
we had passed the island of Madeira--that is to say, on which we
had crossed the parallel of latitude on which the island of Madeira
lies--that, being in my cabin where I had passed ten minutes in gossip
with the stewardess, the door was thumped by a fist which I easily
recognised as Mr. McEwan’s, and the ship’s doctor entered.
‘Good morning.’
‘Good morning, Mr. McEwan.’
‘I am the bearer of a message,’ said he. ‘I have told Miss Lee that she
may go on deck this morning, and Mrs. Lee has asked me to request you
to accompany her daughter.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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