An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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An open verdict : $b a novel, volume 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
‘You can never know my justification for this line of conduct,’ replied
Mr. Harefield. ‘I marked out this course for myself long ago, when
my daughter was a child. I will spare her a deception that turned my
life to gall. I will spare her disillusions that broke my heart. I am
speaking openly to you, Mr. Culverhouse, more freely than I have spoken
to any man, and I beg that all I have said may be sacred.’
‘It shall be so,’ answered Cyril. ‘You think you can protect your
daughter from the possibility of a sorrow like that which has darkened
your own life. But do you not think that Providence is stronger to
guard and save than you can be, and that it might be wiser to let her
obey the instinct of her own heart?’
‘As I did,’ cried Christian Harefield, with a laugh. ‘Sir, Providence
did not guard or save me. I was a man--of mature years--and thought I
knew mankind by heart. Yet I walked blindfold into the trap. Would you
have me trust my daughter’s instinct at eighteen, when my own reason at
thirty could so betray me? No, I shall take my own course. If I can
save a silly girl from a future of ruined hopes and broken dreams, I
will so save her, against her own will. I have never played the tender
father, but perhaps in this my sternness may serve my daughter better
than a more loving father’s softness. If Beatrix marries without my
approval she will be a pauper.’
‘I would gladly so take her,’ cried Cyril.
‘And teach her to disobey her father! you, who read the commandments to
her in church every other Sunday, would teach her to set one of them at
nought!’
It was Cyril’s own argument. He blushed as he heard it.
‘Must you withhold your love because you withhold your money?’ he
asked. ‘You say that your own marriage was unhappy because you were a
rich man. Let the weight of riches be lifted from your daughter’s life.
She does not value them--nor do I.’
‘What, a Culverhouse--the son of a spendthrift father--a parson, too!
You can afford to despise riches?’
‘Yes, because I look round me and see how rarely money can bring
happiness. Perhaps there is not much real and perfect happiness upon
earth; but I am very sure that what little there is has never been
bought with gold. Leave your estate away from your daughter--leave it
where you please--devote it to some great work. Let me have Beatrix
without a sixpence--let me be your son--and if it is possible for
affection to brighten your later life you shall not find it wanting.’
‘It is not possible,’ answered Harefield, coldly. ‘I never desired
affection except from one source--and it was not given me. I cannot
open my heart again--its doors are sealed.’
‘Against your only child?’
‘Against all flesh and blood.’
‘Then, if you withhold your love from Beatrix, it would be only right
and reasonable to withhold your fortune, and leave her free to accept
the love which may in some measure atone for the loss of yours.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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