Supernatural, luminous, impalpable, naked, and pure, the vision floated
upon the stone, palpitated gently. He fixed his eyes upon it, dreading
lest the caress of his glance should cause this frail hallucination to
dissolve into thin air. He advanced very softly, touched the pink heel
with his finger, as if to make sure of the statue’s existence, and,
incapable of resisting the powerful attraction it exercised upon him,
mounted to its side, laid his hands upon the white shoulders, and gazed
into its eyes.
He trembled, he grew faint, he began to laugh with joy. His hands
wandered over the naked arms, pressed the hard, cold bust, descended
along the legs, caressed the globe of the belly. He hugged this
immortality to his breast with all his might. He looked at himself in
the mirror, he lifted up the pearl necklace, he took it off, he made it
glitter in the moonlight, and put it back again, fearfully. He kissed
the bended hand, the round neck, the wave-like throat, the parted
marble lips. Then he stepped back to the edge of the pedestal, and,
taking the divine arms in his hands, tenderly gazed at the adorable
head.
The hair was dressed in the Oriental style, and veiled the forehead
slightly. The half-closed eyes prolonged themselves in a smile. The
lips were parted, as in the swoon of a kiss. He silently arranged the
seven rows of pearls upon the glittering breast, and descended to the
ground to contemplate the idol at a distance.
Then he became conscious of an awakening. He remembered what he had
come to do, what he had wished to accomplish, what he had barely
escaped accomplishing: a monstrous deed. He flushed to the temples.
The recollection of Chrysis passed before his memory like a vision of
grossness. He enumerated all the flaws in her beauty: the thick lips,
the heavy knees, the loose gait. He had forgotten what her hands were
like; but he imagined them large, to add an odious detail to the image
he abhorred. His mental state became similar to that of a man surprised
at dawn by his mistress in the bed of an ignoble prostitute, and unable
to explain to himself how he had allowed himself to be tempted the
night before. He could find neither an excuse nor a serious reason.
Evidently, throughout one day, he had been the victim of a sort of
temporary madness, a physical perturbation, a disease. He felt that he
was cured, though still drunk with giddiness.
In order to complete his recovery, he planted himself against the
temple wall and remained standing for a long time before the statue.
The light of the moon continued to descend through the square opening
in the roof; Aphrodite was resplendent; and, as the eyes were veiled in
shade, he sought to meet their glance.
The whole night passed thus. Then daylight came and the statue took on
in succession the rosy lividness of the dawn and the gilded reflection
of the sun.
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