The blood, which had been raging towards his eyes, flowed back and
was gushing towards his heart. His eyes clearly recognised the
dagger in the dead man's chest. In the gloomy twilight, he read
the words on the handle which he had painstakingly engraved with
his own hand: "Death to all inquisitors of the state". He could
not help but speak them aloud and let his eyes wander to and fro
between the fatal weapon and the face of the poor victim, until
his mind was filled with the condemning contradiction between
these words and these features. In a frightful haste, thoughts
chased past his mind. Suddenly, he saw everything clearly which
had happened here and could never be atoned for. No miracle had
any part in turning this atrocity into reality. Everything was so
perfectly natural, so probable, a child had to comprehend it.
During the day, the young man had kept his distance from his
ruinous, beautiful enemy. He wanted to leave without farewell.
He had sent someone to tell her, and she felt indifferently enough
about it to invite guests for the same night. When the night had
come, he could not resist the powerful urge of the daemon and
walked the accustomed path. At the portal, he had been told that
he would not find the countess alone. Momentarily, he was
resolved to turn back. And this very moment was enough for his
only friend to position himself into his hiding place, in order to
become his murderer.
Only after Andrea had clearly thought about all of this, with the
cold clairvoyance which comes upon people in all decisive hours
when all comfort disappears, the petrification of his body
receded. He fell towards the silent sleeper, dropped to his knees
onto the pavement, and closely looked at his face. A mad laugh,
which sounded like choking, he now involuntarily uttered, as he
was pushing the white curls off his head, which had so tragically
deceived him. He remembered that he himself had warned the friend
against showing himself openly in the streets of Venice. He
himself had set up the trap for himself and the one who was so
dear to him. Then, he ripped his clothes open and felt whether
there was still a trace of life throbbing in his heart. He bent
his mouth closely over the young man's lips, to find out whether
he could still feel his breath. Everything was quiet and cold and
hopeless.
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