Christian life -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 20th century -- Fiction
In time she came to understand, and then her hope revived and grew. God
intended him for great things. That was why he had been fashioned in
another mould. He was going to be rich, powerful. Her dream would come
true. He would be among the masters--would sit in the high places.
That he had never fallen in love--had never even had a “fancy”--was
further proof of his high destiny. Heaven itself, eager for his
success, had chosen the wise Betty to be his helpmeet. She, loving him,
would cherish him--help him to climb. But on his side there would be
no foolish fondness to weaken or distract him. Youth with its crazy
lure of love had passed him by. It was the one danger she had feared;
and he had escaped it. Nothing stood between him and his goal. The
mother saw all things shaping themselves to the greatness and glory of
her son. What mattered her secret tears, her starved love.
And now, in the twinkling of an eye, as it were, all was changed. She
saw him shorn of his strength, stripped of his self-reliance, uncertain
of his purpose. She would try to draw him into talk about his schemes
and projects. It had been their one topic of common interest. He had
always valued her shrewd practicability. Now he would answer her
indifferently: would lapse into long silences. The steadfast far-off
look had gone out of his eyes. They had become the eyes of a boy,
tender and shy: the eyes of a dreamer. The firm strong lines about
the mouth had been smoothed away as if by some magic touch. She would
watch, unknown to him, the smile that came and went about his parted
lips. One evening, for no reason, he put his arm about her, smoothed
back her thin grey hair, and kissed her. It was the first time he had
ever shown her any sign of love, spontaneous and unasked for. Had it
come at an earlier date she would have cried for joy. But knowing
what she did it angered her, though she spoke no word. It was but an
overflowing of his love for this stranger--a few drops spilled from the
cup he had poured out for another. Part of her desire that he should
marry Betty had been her knowledge that he had no love for the girl.
Betty would have taken nothing from her. But a mad jealousy had come
to her at the thought that this stranger should have been the first to
awaken love in him. What had she done for him, this passerby, but throw
him a glance from her shameless eyes? What could she ever do for him
but take from him: ever crying give, give, give.
She told him of her talk with Betty, so far as it had been agreed upon
between them. She had a feeling of comradeship with Betty.
“It might have been a bit awkward for you,” she said, “if she had cared
for you. I wanted to see how the land lay.”
“How did you find it all out?” he asked. “I’m glad you have. I’ve been
wanting to tell you. But I was so afraid you wouldn’t understand.”
“Why shouldn’t I understand?” she asked dryly.
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