The first day she stayed for ten minutes, the second for fifteen, the
third for thirty. They talked little. Whether she wished it or not
confidence in him was slowly taking possession of her. Gentler and less
distant with him, she came as far as the breach in the wall and looked
down on the eddying waters of the pool. Several times he tried to
question her. At once she fled, trembling, terrified by anything which
might be an allusion to the terrible hours at Beaucourt. However she
talked more, but of events in her distant past, of the life which she
formerly led at Sainte-Marie, and of the peace she was again enjoying
in its kindly and serene atmosphere.
Once, when her hand lay palm upwards on the rim of the vase, he bent
down and, without touching it, examined the lines.
“It is exactly as I guessed the first day I saw you—a double destiny,
one dark and tragic, the other happy and quite simple. They cross, are
entangled and mixed, and it is not yet possible to say which will win
in the long run. Which of them is your true destiny, the destiny that
corresponds to your true nature?” he said slowly.
“The happy destiny,” she said. “There is in me something that rises
quickly to the surface, which brings me, as it does here, cheerfulness
and forgetfulness, whatever be the perils.”
“The danger is passing,” Ralph declared, and he continued to study her
hand and added: “Distrust water. Water may be fatal to
you—ship-wrecks—floods—what perils! But they are passing. Yes; things
are settling down in your life. Already your happier destiny is
prevailing over the unhappy one.”
He lied in order to soothe her, out of the constant desire that a smile
should sometimes wreathe her delightful lips, at which he dared hardly
look. For his part, indeed, he wished to forget, to be deluded. So he
lived for a fortnight in a profound lightness of spirit which he forced
himself to hide. He was afflicted by the dizziness of those hours in
which love casts you into an intoxication and renders you insensible to
everything but the joy of contemplating the beloved and listening to
her voice. He refused to call up the threatening image of Marescal, of
William, or of Jodot. If none of these three enemies appeared, it was
because they had certainly lost track of their victim. Why then should
he not abandon himself to the delightful ease which he enjoyed in the
presence of the girl? Why should he not, since he loved her and
confessed to himself that he loved her, abandon himself to this love
which was little by little becoming, almost without his knowing it, the
very principle of his life and all his actions?
The awakening was rude. One afternoon, leaning over the wall which ran
along the edge of the gorge, they were looking down into the mirror of
the pool below them, almost still in the middle, its edges ruffled by
little waves hurrying towards the narrow outlet through which the brook
sank into the earth, when a distant voice called out in the garden
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