Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
"That is my trouble, Winn. If I stood alone, I would not hesitate. Even
now I can hardly feel that I ought to stifle the longings of my own
heart, when there is nothing wrong in connection with them. I would
speak to Miss Anstey to-morrow, only I know the dear old mother would
be heart-broken if she were not at least consulted before a decisive
step was taken. She is from home just now. We shall not meet for a
week, and Miss Anstey may go from Hailsby before I can see my mother
and return. I cannot say to her, 'Please, will you stay here until I
go and tell my mother that I have seen a girl I should like to make my
wife, and then, if she is willing, I will come back.'"
Mr. Winn laughed heartily. "I should think not, indeed," he said. "And
if you ask my advice, I should say, Better run away and do not come
back at all."
At this moment the friends rose, left the porch, and strolled away out
of hearing.
It seemed dreadfully mean to lie and hear all this; but what could I
do? The house was a quaint rambling old place, once inhabited by the
owner of the estate, but now given over to the farm. It had ins and
outs, and I feel sure the two gentlemen were unaware as to which was
my room, as it lay about as far as possible from their chambers. I
had never seen them in the porch before, and could only suppose that
they had been tempted to linger by the extreme beauty of the night,
and without dreaming that amid the stillness the sound of their voices
might be borne upwards to other ears.
I hated to play the listener, though what I heard made my heart throb
wildly and my face glow with gladness. Had the speakers been females,
or even older men, I should have warned them that they were within
hearing. As it was, I acted like a coward. I feared that some one
might hear me speak to these young men, and place a wrong construction
on the nightly communication, for all the other inmates were in bed.
So I failed to do right, lest I should be suspected of doing wrong.
Afterwards, I thought that I might have closed the window with noise
enough to warn them that some one was near, but without letting them
know who it was. I took myself to task rather severely about this, but
conscience cleared me so far. I really had not thought of the window
until too late.
That fair night was the least satisfactory I spent at Roundtree Farm,
so far as sleep went. I passed the hours in a whirl of conflicting
emotions. I was thankful for the good opinion of two such men as Mr.
Marsden and Mr. Winn. Their words proved that they had judged me
fairly. But my tell-tale heart was at first in a flutter of joy at the
thought that the one who had stolen into it and taken the dearest place,
had also given me the same in his.
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