"It is true," I heard him say through the door. "It is all true. I am
here, locked in. The play is almost done. And a very young lady on the
doorstep is offering me a suit of clothes and tobacco. I pinch myself. I
am awake."
Alas! Mingled with my joy at serving my ideal there was also grief. My
idle had feet of clay. He was a slave, like the rest of us, to his body.
He required clothes and tobacco. I felt that, before long, he might even
ask for an apple, or something to stay the pangs of hunger. This I felt
I could not bare.
Perhaps I would better pass over quickly the events of the next hour. I
got the suit and the cigarettes, and even Jane's bath towel, and threw
them in to him. Also I believe he took a shower, as I heard the water
running, At about seven o'clock he said he had finished the play. He put
on the clothes which he observed almost fitted him, although gayer than
he usually wore, and said that if I would give him a hair pin he thought
he could pick the lock. But he did not succeed.
Being now dressed, however, he drew a chair to the window and we
talked together. It seemed like a dream that I should be there, on such
intimate terms with a great playwright, who had just, even if under
compulsion, finished a last act, I bared my very soul to him, such as
about resembling Julia Marlowe, and no one understanding my craving to
achieve a place in the world of art. We were once interrupted by Hannah
looking for me for dinner. But I hid in a bath-house, and she went away.
What was food to me compared with such a conversation?
When Hannah had disappeared, he said suddenly:
"It's rather unusual, isn't it, your having a suit of clothes and
everything in your--er--studio?"
But I did not explain fully, merely saving that it was a painful story.
At half past seven I saw mother on the veranda looking for me, and I
ducked out of sight, I was by this time very hungry, although I did not
like to mention the fact, But Mr. Beecher made a suggestion, which was
this: that the Pattens were evidently going to let him starve until
he got through work, and that he would see them in perdition before
he would be the butt for their funny remarks when they freed him. He
therefore tried to escape out the window, but stuck fast, and finally gave
it up.
At last he said:
"Look here, you're a curious child, but a nervy one. How'd you like to
see if you can get the key? If you do we'll go to a hotel and have a
real meal, and we can talk about your career."
Although quivering with terror, I consented. How could I do otherwise,
with such a prospect? For now I began to see that all other emotions
previously felt were as nothing to this one. I confess, without shame,
that I felt the stirring of the tender passion in my breast. Ah me, that
it should have died ere it had hardly lived!
"Where is the key?" I asked, in a rapt but anxious tone.
He thought a while.
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