In the end, as it happened, Audouin never got the chance of speaking
alone with Gwen during the whole picnic. It was very annoying,
certainly, for he had planned the little entertainment entirely for that
very purpose; but really, as he reflected to himself at leisure in his
own room that evening, it was after all only a postponement. 'In any
case,' he thought, 'I wouldn't have insulted her by proposing to her
to-day; for it _is_ insulting to a woman to ask her for her hand until
you can see quite clearly that she really cares for you. A human soul
isn't a thing of so light value that you can beg for the gift of it into
your safe keeping on a shorter acquaintance than would warrant you in
asking for the slightest favour. A woman's heart, a true and beautiful
woman's heart, is a dainty musical instrument to be carefully learnt
before one can play upon it rightly. To take it up by force, as it were,
and to say at a venture, “Let me see whether perchance I can get a
tune out of this anyhow,” is to treat it with far less tenderness and
ceremony than one would bestow upon an unconscious Stradivarius. So
perhaps it was wisely ordained by the great blind Caprice which rules
this universe of ours that she and I should not speak alone and face to
face together to-day at Albano.'
But Hiram lulled himself to sleep by thinking over and over again to
himself that night, 'She smiled at me, and she admired my drawing.'
CHAPTER XXV. MINNA BETTERS HERSELF.
|Away over in London, the winter had passed far less happily for poor
little Minna than it had passed at Rome for Colin Churchill. While
he had been writing home enthusiastically of the blue skies and
invigorating air of that delicious Italy, the fogs in London had been
settling down with even more than their customary persistency over
the great grey gloomy winter city. While he had been filled with the
large-hearted generosity of that noble fellow Maragliano--'May I not be
proud, Minna,' he wrote, 'to have known such a man, to have heard his
soft Genoese accents, to have watched his wonderful chisel at its work,
to have listened to his glorious sentiments on art?'--she, poor girl,
had found prim, precise, old-maidish Miss Woollacott harder to endure
and more pernicketty to live with than ever. Now that Colin was gone,
she had nobody to sympathise with her; nobody to whose ear she might
confide those thousand petty daily personal annoyances which are to
women (with all sympathetic reverence be it written) far more serious
hindrances to the pursuit of happiness than the greatest misfortunes
that can possibly overtake them. Worst of all, Colin, she was afraid,
didn't even seem to miss her. She was so miserable in London without
him; so full of grief and loneliness at his absence; while he was
apparently enjoying himself in Rome quite as much without her as if she
had been all the time within ten minutes' walk of his attic lodging.
How perfectly happy he seemed to be in his intercourse with this
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account