Mountain life -- Fiction; North Carolina -- Fiction
She did not answer because she felt as helpless as a mere onlooker;
because she could no more think of what to say or do than a baby in
arms before some awful catastrophe about to envelop her. She found
herself repeating silently that little prayer which had been once
before her last refuge this fearful night. The second line she said
over and over again:
“I pray the Lord my soul to take. I pray the Lord my soul to take.”
That other time the steel-bladed knife which she had brought to the
shack as protection against Bud was the answer to her prayer. And now
the prayer--or a certain temporary poise resulting from reliance on
it--furnished her with another solution. In reality this answer sounded
more like the voice of God than had the other. If the suggestion was
daring, it was the sort of daring of which the Lord might be supposed
to approve. And it was both simple and logical like most of the acts of
God.
Swiftly Roxie looked up and met Allston’s blue eyes. She could not in
the shadows see much of them, but she felt them. They were steady and
honest--of that she was sure. They were the sort of eyes that made it
easier to tell the truth than to lie. And that was what the still,
small voice advised. If she were being punished now for not having been
honest, the only way she could redeem herself was from this moment on
to tell the truth. God might not forgive altogether her first offense,
but if the truth did not expiate it nothing would. No matter at what
cost to her pride, to her instincts as a maiden, she must tell the
truth.
“Speak,” he commanded.
So she spoke--her lips quivering.
“It--it ain’t Bud I love, it’s--it’s you,” she stammered.
“What?” he cried.
“It’s you,” she stumbled on. “Oh, it’s allers been you. I couldn’ help
it. I’m sorry.”
Queer, feeble, jerky little sentences these through which to express as
deep an emotion as that now shaking her--racking her. But they were the
best she could do.
And feeble though they were, they struck home to Allston like
knife-thrusts. He felt weak after them. For he believed--at least
that she believed. This explained a dozen facts that had been vague;
a dozen facts that he had allowed to remain vague even when they
aroused his suspicions, because he in his turn had refused to face the
truth. It was clear to him now why she had come here; it was because
of this love, to save him. No other explanation was big enough to make
plausible her willingness to risk her honor on this night alone with
Bud. And all the incidents that followed fitted in accurately and
convincingly.
Not for a second did Allston doubt her sincerity. And his big heart
flamed up in response to the nobleness and heroism and idealism of the
act--foolish as it was and as unworthy of it as he knew himself to be.
“God!” he breathed. “What a wonderful woman you are!”
“I couldn’ help it,” she moaned. “Bud--he said he’d kill yuh an’ he’d
’a’ done it too. An’ I thought--”
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