Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She had bound up her finger in a handkerchief, and was eating sardines
on slabs of bread-and-butter, heads and tails, while he unconsciously
cut these off. She eats with quick hunger, her chin is greasy with the
oil coming from the corners of her mouth. She says thickly:
“I love sardines, and the oil is the best thing about them.”
No answer.
Poor Father, he was in for a bad day, for it was going to be very hot,
and he must have had a bad night, he was a little worse than usual. And
he did hate sardines so, but there was nothing else to eat, except the
kipper in tomato sauce, and they were going to have a tin of that for
lunch. Father was really not very well, perhaps this talk of cancer
wasn’t all nonsense. But it must only be the drink. He was such a nasty
sight, with his finicky tastes and his jumpy ways. Think if George were
there across the table, eating with a strong appetite, with his strong,
dirty nails, the skin half grown over them, instead of Father’s white
ones, the last thing about himself that he spent any trouble over. They
were one of his ways of passing the time, while she slaved. There would
be something behind his honey-coloured eyes, a strong hard light,
instead of blue wandering, weak ones. His face would be brick-red with
the sun, his flesh inside the open shirt collar--there would be no
starch about him--would be gold with a blue vein here and there; he
would be so strong, it would be wonderful to be so frightened of him.
Gold. While that weak creature over there, why even his beard was
bedraggled and had lost its colour. Yet there were times when his body
filled out and his voice grew, and when his beard flamed. Her fingers
crept to the scar on her cheek, it had been wonderful that night. You
felt a slave, a beaten slave.
But it was the scar that frightened George. His eyes would stray to the
scar and look at it distrustfully; at first he had looked at her dress
with horror, but she had not made that mistake again. Still he never
spoke, which was so annoying, but lately there had been more confidence
and shrewdness in his eyes. But the others did use to say something,
all except Jim, he had been worse than George. Of course, no one ever
saw her with him, it would scare him if the village began to talk. But
it was very exciting. It was incredible to think how the days had
passed without him.
There were now two bluebottles busy round the head of a sardine about
three days old. The head lay there, jagged at the neck where Father had
pulled off the body, a dull glaze over the silver scales, the eyes were
metallic. There was blue on the two bluebottles who never seemed
content, they buzzed up and down again so. Minnie had come in by the
little bay window, and the bluebottles seethed with anger at being
disturbed by someone besides themselves.
She rises sideways without stirring her chair, whispering hoarsely:
“Minnie, Minnie, come here.”
But he slips by her hands. The key slipped down her leg to tinkle on
the floor.
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