Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She must look for eggs, though how the poor hens can lay in this
weather she didn’t know. Think of having feathers, dusty feathers on
you for clothes on a day like this. And laying eggs. Minnie would be
hot too, in an impersonal sort of way. But the poor hens. Why they
would die of it, poor darlings, and the old cock, the old Turk in his
harem, what would happen to him, how would he keep his dignity? She
would have to go and look, besides she was sticky all over, and it
would be cooler moving about.
She leaves the kitchen and goes round to the back under the arch in the
brick wall that went to the outhouse, and up which a tortured pear tree
sprawled, dead, and so into the yard. The stench is violent, and with
the sun beating down she drifts across to the pump, limp as if she has
forgotten how alive she had thought she was. She works the handle of
the pump slowly till the water gushes reluctantly out. Then she
splashes it over her face as it falls into the stone trough, and she
plunges in her heavy hands--how nice water was, so cool, so slim, and
she would like to be slim, like you saw in fashion plates in the
papers, ladies intimately wrapped in long coats that clung to their
slimness, they drank tea and she milk; Father said the water was
unsafe, although it was so clear and pure and cool. It was hot.
The cock was lost in immobility in the shade of the stable, and she had
forgotten about him.
She went round the side of the house, past the window of Father’s room
till at the corner she came to the conservatory, the winter garden,
inside which the crazy hen sometimes laid. She was crazy because she
would cry aloud for hours on end and Joan never knew why, though
perhaps it was for a chick that a fox had carried off once. The broken
glass about caught the sun and seemed to be alight, and inside it was a
furnace. Standing quite still in a corner was the hen, but no egg. She
was black, and quite, quite still.
In front the beech tree kept a cave of dark light, behind and on each
side the tangled bushes did the same, each kept his own, and the giant
uneven hedge. They were all trying to sleep through it. She ploughs
through the grass and looks vaguely here and there, into the usual
nests and the most likely places. Under an old laurel tree with leaves
like oilcloth, into an arching tuft of grass. A bramble lies in wait,
but she brushes him aside. Two or three flies come after her, busy
doing nothing. She passes by clouds of dancing grey gnats in the shade.
Still no eggs.
Nothing of course under the yew, so old that he empoisoned and
frightened young things. Drops of sweat fell down. Here was the box
tree who kept such a deep shade. There were two eggs. She turns, and
crossing a path of sunlight, enters the shade of the beech and sits
down, her back against his trunk. If he were George.
She thinks of nothing.
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