British -- Italy -- Fiction; Dogs -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"What did I tell you?" he answered. "It was not of Clive that I was
speaking at that moment but of myself. I should be ruined as
effectually as Clive, but that, of course, is not worth mentioning."
She started from her seat as if she had been stung, but he laid his hand
on her arm and drew her down again beside him. "Wait a moment, Bice,"
he said in a changed voice, "wait and listen; I have a right at least to
ask so much from you. I am not saying this to you because I have any
dream of retracting my promise; it is given, and there is an end of
scruple. It is dangerous, perhaps wrong; I shall have to use means that
I detest, and mix myself up with scoundrels who will be on the look-out
to catch me tripping--never mind. I have promised. Only understand
what it is you ask me to do, and understand also that I do it for you--
solely and entirely for you. What is Clive to me? Nothing. Do you
suppose that one's cousins are so dear that one would risk reputation
and honour for them. But what are you to me? Everything. Everything
in the whole world, and you know it, you know it. Have you no word for
me? Am I to sacrifice everything and to have nothing in return? Bice,
Bice, can't you give anything for Clive?"
She was looking straight before her, the colour had faded out of her
face; his voice, dangerously low and sweet, sounded in her ears. All
her life long she never forgot that moment. Long afterwards, if she
shut her eyes, she could see the great leaves of the trees of Paradise
swaying backwards and forwards against the deep blue sky; a vine, golden
in the sunshine; a pumpkin with its odd parti-coloured gourds flinging
itself down a steep bank; a clump of lilac crocuses breaking through the
grass--her eyes wandered over them all while he waited for her answer.
She knew quite well what it must be; her poor little generous untaught
heart had felt all the time he was speaking that he had a right so to
speak, that it was not for her to hold back. Never before had it seemed
to her so terrible--Oliver would have been bitterly disappointed had he
known--but not for that could she hesitate. She hated herself because
the sacrifice seemed so unendurable. Why did she not speak? What years
were dragging slowly by while he waited, holding her hand in his--
waited, waited!
There was a rush, a swoop. A great black dog came tearing through the
bushes, springing upon Bice. Old Andrea followed, breathless and
panting.
"He is a demon, that dog of the English signore," he cried, "and he has
lost his master. Signorina, for pity's sake take him where he is, or he
will knock the house down. He has been in my kitchen and gobbled up a
heap of _amoretti_, and broken half the eggs, and upset the milk, and
before that he had frightened the padrona out of her senses. _Che, che,
che_, we cannot have such doings! Signorina, where is his master?"
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