"A day or two afterwards the manuscript was sent to him secretly with
many precautions. He was not smitten suddenly by it. The Palestinian
tale, although he confessed it was much more to his mind than Paul, was
still _rude_. It was once more the rudeness which was repellent, and
which almost outweighed the pathos of many of the episodes and the
undeniable grandeur of the trial and death. Moreover, it was full of
superstition and supernaturalism, which he could not abide. He was in
his studio after his first perusal, and he turned to an Apollo which he
was carving. The god looked at him with such overpowering, balanced
sanity, such a contrast to Christian incoherence and the rhapsodies of
the letter to the Romans, that he was half ashamed of himself for
meddling with it. He opened his Lucretius. Here was order and sequence;
he knew where he was; he was at home. Was all this nought, were the
accumulated labour and thought of centuries to be set aside and trampled
on by the crude, frantic inspiration of clowns? The girl's face,
however, recurred to him; he could not get rid of it, and he opened the
biography again. He stumbled upon what now stand as our twenty-third and
twenty-fourth chapters of Matthew, containing the denunciation of the
Pharisees, and the prophecy of the coming of the Son of Man. He was
amazed at the new turn which was given to life, at the reasons assigned
for the curses which were dealt to these Jewish doctors. They were
damned for their lack of mercy, judgment, faith, for their extortion,
excess, and because they were full of hypocrisy and iniquity. They were
fools and blind, but not through defects which would have condemned them
in Greece and Rome at that day, but through failings of which Greece and
Rome took small account. Charmides pondered and pondered, and saw that
this Jew had given a new centre, a new pivot to society. This, then, was
the meaning of the world as nearly as it could be said to have a single
meaning. Read by the light of the twenty-third chapter, the
twenty-fourth chapter was magnificent. 'For as the lightning cometh out
of the east, and shineth even unto the west, so shall the coming of the
Son of Man be.' Was it not intelligible that He to whom right and wrong
were so diverse, to whom their diversity was the one fact for man, should
believe that Heaven would proclaim and enforce it? He read more and
more, until at last the key was given to him to unlock even that strange
mystery, that being justified by faith we have peace with God through our
Lord Jesus Christ. Still it was idle for him to suppose that he could
ever call himself a Christian in the sense in which those poor creatures
whom he had seen were Christians. Their fantastic delusions, their
expectation that any day the sky might open and their Saviour appear in
the body, were impossible to him; nor could he share their confidence
that once for all their religion alone was capable of regenerating the
world.
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