Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
There had been a viaduct here, a railroad span there, an Egyptian arch
somewhere else in Argyle that would vibrate some chord within him. A
rainbow would flush him with sudden beauty. And in New York the wonder
of the bridges made up for heartburnings and disappointments. The
gossamer span to Brooklyn affected him like a long note on a
hunting-horn. At times human weaknesses would boil within him, as when
he thought with rage that other boys and men must be uplifted by the
prizes and scholarships they won, feeling the pride of combat and of
victory, but to him they meant only the wherewithal to live for himself
and his mother and sisters. Other boys were welcomed with feastings
when they had achieved success, but success meant to him only the
filling of famished hands--not that he grudged it, God knows! but one
hungers for a little praise, a little recognition, as one hungers for
food. And then had come the days of obscurity, working for others
until Gamaliel Stanford, the big, bluff builder, had recognized his
genius and given him his chance. He did fine work for Stanford.
Stanford, the self-made millionaire, wished after the fashion of his
kind to patronize the genius he had found, and so he brought him here,
brought him there, to his club, to golf-links, to his house. And there
Lovat met Cecily, Stanford's daughter....
III
At thirty-one Lovat met people with ease, for they meant little to him,
men or women. Men, outside his own profession, were mere figures to
him. They did n't count. He spoke to them in the chit-chat of the
day, and when they mentioned architecture, he changed the subject
deftly. The alembication of engineering and art they could n't
understand, so why talk of it? Women he didn't mind so much. They had
a soft place in his heart, because they had been good to him as a boy
and child whom there had been few to care for.... And he had had his
little love-affairs, natural as the phases of the moon--calf-love,
sentiment, adoration, passion. They had loitered, knocked, passed by.
None had ever touched that inmost self of him to whom God had once
called and said seriously: "You are to build bridges."
And then he saw Cecily Stanford coming toward him with her serious
shining eyes.
IV
She did not say to him the ordinary, obvious things a woman says when
she meets a man. She held his hand for an instant and looked at him.
"When I saw the bridge you built at Indian Ford," she told him, "I was
afraid to meet you. Afraid I might be disappointed in what you were.
You might have been a chunky, merry man who treats his genius as a
favorite, halloing to it when needed, proud of it, patronizingly
modest. Or you might have been an angular, unsure man, jealous of his
talent's fame, comparing it as one compares horses. But you are just
you, Simon Lovat, and your bridge is you, and you are your bridge. I
'm blessed to see you this day."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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