It surprised her somewhat afterward, not then--her heart was beating too
violently for her to notice any thing much--that her husband asked her
no farther question, but immediately turned the conversation to Arthur's
tea-party, in the discussion of which both were so eager to amuse the
invalid that the other subject dropped--naturally, it appeared; anyhow,
effectually.
But when the two other children came in to see Arthur, he again recurred
to her singing, which had evidently taken a strong hold upon his
imagination.
"Papa, you must hear her. Mother, sing the song with pretty
little twiddle-twiddles in it--far prettier than Aunt Henrietta's
things--something about warbling in her breath."
"Oh no, not that," said Christian, shrinking involuntarily. What from?
Was it from a ghostly vision of the last time she had sung it--that is
properly, to a piano-forte accompaniment, played by fingers that had
afterward caught hold of _her_ trembling fingers, and been a living
comment on the song? It was that exquisite one from Handel's "Acis and
Galatea:"
_"Love in her eyes sits playing,
And sheds delicious death;
Love on her lips is straying,
And warbling in her breath."_
Probably never was there a melody which more perfectly illustrated that
sort of love, the idealization of fancy and feeling, with just a glimmer
of real passion quivering through it--the light cast in advance by the
yet unrisen day.
"Not that song, Arthur. It is rather difficult besides, Papa might not
care to hear it."
"Papa might if he were tried," said Dr. Grey, smiling, "Why not do to
please me what you do to please the children?"
So Christian sang at once--ay, and that very song. She faced it. She
determined she would, with all the ghosts of the past that hovered round
it. And soon she found how, thus faced, as says that other lovely song
of Handel's, which she had learned at the same time:
_"The wandering shadows, ghostly pale,
All troop to their infernal jail:
Each fettered ghost slips to his several grave."_
Her ghosts slipped one by one into the grave of the past. She had begun
her song feebly and uncertainly; but when she really heard the sound of
her own voice echoing through the lofty room, with a gush of melody
that the old walls had not known for centuries, there came upon her an
intoxication of enjoyment. It was that pure enjoyment which all
true artists--be they singers, painters, poets--understand, and they
only--the delight in mere creation, quite distinct from any sympathy
or admiration of others; and oh how far removed from any mean vanity or
love of praise.
Christian was happy--happy as a lark in the air, just to hear--and
make--the sound of her own singing. Her face brightened; her figure,
as she stood leaning against the mantel-piece assumed a new grace and
dignity. She was beautiful--absolutely beautiful and her husband saw it.
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