Clara Maynard; Or, The True and the False: A Tale of the TimesKingston, William Henry Giles
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Clara Maynard; Or, The True and the False: A Tale of the Times
Kingston, William Henry Giles
Catholics -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Convents -- Juvenile fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Juvenile fiction
Clara felt unusually hungry at teatime, as she had had but a slight
luncheon; but as it was Friday--dry bread alone was allowed during the
meal. One of the Eldresses read an allegorical work, the meaning of
which Clara did not exactly comprehend, and from it therefore she did
not gain much spiritual advantage. Another half-hour was spent in
conversation, which was anything but spiritual, and then the nuns
adjourned to the chapel, where they joined in reciting prayers, the same
being repeated over and over again; and at seven they retired to their
cells. Clara, unaccustomed to go to bed at so early an hour, could not
sleep: the past would recur to her. Against all rule she thought of
Harry and the way she had treated him; then she remembered all must be
given up for the sake of following Christ--but was she following Him by
entering a convent? The conflict was severe; she burst into tears, and
sobbed as if her heart would break. Hour after hour went by, sleep
refusing to visit her eyelids, till, long after midnight, thoroughly
worn out, she sobbed herself into forgetfulness.
The convent clock was striking three when a Sister entered her cell and
summoned her to rise and repair to the chapel. Hastily dressing, she
followed her conductress, who had remained to assist her. She there
found all the nuns assembled, and for four hours they remained repeating
prayers and chanting alternately, till Dr Catton entered, and after
going through a service, administered the Holy Communion, giving the
wafer instead of bread, and wine mixed with water. Faint and weary, for
nearly two hours more Clara remained, while the nuns repeated the
prayers, or sat silent, engaged in self-examination. Some of them who
had undertaken the duty of teachers then went into the schoolroom, where
some fifty children were assembled. Clara begged leave to accompany
them, and gladly took charge of three or four of the youngest, though by
this time she felt so exhausted that she could with difficulty speak.
The school over, the nuns hurried to the refectory, where a frugal
dinner was placed on the table by the serving Sisters. In silence the
nuns took their places; in silence they ate the portions served to them.
Clara, sick from hunger, had the greatest difficulty in swallowing the
coarse and unpalatable food. It notwithstanding restored her strength,
and she went through her duties in the schoolroom with rather more
spirit than in the morning.
The following day was passed much as the first. Clara saw but little of
the Mother Superior, who kept herself much aloof from the community, in
her own apartments, which were furnished very differently to those of
the nuns.
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