Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story — John Shaqi
Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
On one of these occasions we met--our eyes and hands, accidentally; and,
though I, myself, could not help starting back with a cold chill at
my heart, I yet fancied there was something monstrous insulting in the
evident recoil of her person from the contact with mine, at the
same moment. I was about to turn hurriedly away with a slight bow of
acknowledgment, when the touching tenderness of her glance, so full of
sweetness and sadness, made me shrink with shame from such a rudeness.
Besides, she was so pale, so thin, and really looked so unwell, that my
conscience, in spite of that blind heart whose perversity would still
have kept me to my first intention, rebuked me, and drove me to my duty.
I approached--I spoke to her--and my words, though few, under the better
impulses of the moment, were gentle and solicitous, as they should have
been. My tones, too, were softened:--wilfully as I still felt, I could
not forbear the exercise of that better ministry of the affections
which was disposed to make amends for previous misconduct. I do not know
exactly what I said--I probably did nothing more than utter the ordinary
phrases of social compliment;--but everything was obliterated from my
mind in an instant, by the startling directness of what was said by
her. Looking at me with a degree of intentness by which, alone, she
was, perhaps, able to preserve her seeming calmness, she replied by an
inquiry as remote from what my observation called for as possible, yet
how applicable to me and my conduct!
“Why do you treat me thus, Edward? Why do you neglect me as you do--as
if I were a stranger, or, at least, not a friend? What have I done to
merit this usage from one who---”
She did not finish the sentence, but her reproachful eyes, full of a
dewy suffusion that seemed very much like tears, appeared to conclude it
thus--
“One who--used to love me!”
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