'"You see that," says Palot, who has divined with the instinct
of the dying the destination of those sinister planks. "Well,
that will be my last bed."
'An assistant, a filthy apron round his body, signs to us to
enter.
'The great tent is an unutterably miserable place; it has been
battered about by wind and weather; the currents of air blow
unchecked through it, and clouds of dust arise from the ground.
Some twenty iron beds are there, not more; and beyond those a
pile of mattresses, on which men are lying, rolled up in rough
counterpanes. There are not sheets enough for all. They make a
sick man rise and give up his place to Palot, whose pulse the
surgeon feels.
'"Done for," says the doctor, between his teeth, without
heeding whether Palot hears him or not.
'To the rest of us they assign the mattresses lying on the
earth; these are full of vermin; they throw on us some
covering, stained with the vomit of our predecessors.
'How wretched it is, this hospital! How weary are the days
passed, with no other companions than the dying, whose
characters are poisoned by suffering and whose cries of horror
and anguish ring in one's ears! When, moved by the disgust and
despair which comes over you in this foetid hole filled with
filth and misery, you drag yourself out on your trembling limbs
into the sun, you feel so feeble, so exhausted, so helpless,
you cannot walk a step. You sit down in the torrid heat; you
are chilly, despite the high temperature; your teeth chatter,
your body is drenched with sweat. And at evening you are
obliged to return to the tent, where you pass such hideous
nights, troubled by such frightful nightmares, by such vague
sudden shapeless terrors, which seem to seize you by the throat
and freeze the blood in your veins. Oh! those horrible nights
when you see the dying shake off their covering with shrunken
fingers and try to raise their haggard faces, lighted by the
yellow-green rays of a lanthorn!
'These nights in which the living, who so soon will be the
dead, clutch at the rags which cover them, and shriek with rage
and fear as though they saw an enemy descend on them! These
nights in which one hears the childlike sobs of young Palot,
who is delirious, and who in his long agony calls on his
mother, "Mamma! Mamma!"
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