Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 3 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 3 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
“Marguerite! listen to me! Tell me, I implore of you, what spirit
possesses you to-night? Is it your vanity, your love of fresh victories,
that induces you to treat me like this? Marguerite, for the love of
Heaven!--for the sake of what we have been to each other--do not make
me suffer like this.”
But he might as well plead to a marble pillar.
“I wish you would go and smoke, and not talk nonsense,” she says, almost
in a whisper, with a flush of annoyance on her cheek. “I only wish _I_
could smoke.”
“If _that_ is your only ambition, do it; most things _end in smoke_,” he
replies meaningly and savagely; and while all this is going on, Lord
Delaval watches her covertly, and it is dear incense to his vanity when
he marks that De Belcour moves away from the evident contest, foiled and
angry. “After all, perhaps Shropshire and Silverlake wronged her,” he
thinks, and rather than the Frenchman shall monopolise her, he throws
away his half-smoked cigar and saunters towards her.
Her eyes flash with pleasure as he approaches--her cheeks glow--and she
listens enraptured to his voice.
Yes! It is evidently love at first sight with her, and to this man she
is certainly not acting a part. As her sweet warm breath sweeps past
him, he feels the sensuous delirium of a dream, he is intoxicated by the
power of her beauty; and she, hard and cold as she really is, deadly in
her revenge, cruel in her greed of love, relentless in her hate, her
heart yearns to him with quite a real feeling, a feeling which, though
wicked and worthless in itself, yet ennobles her to a certain extent,
for it makes her feel her own utter unworthiness.
“Stay a few minutes,” she whispers, as he rises among the other guests
for his adieux.
And so he stays, but in his mind’s eye he sees his wife’s face, and--man
of the world as he is, flirt, _vaurien_, lax to the last degree--his
deep blue eyes actually glisten with generous remorse.
“Poor little woman!” he thinks. “By Jove! what an awful fool I was to
come here.”
He calls himself a fool, but fool is a mild term to apply to a man who
deliberately seeks temptation, knowing himself to be uncommonly weak in
the flesh; nevertheless, he stays a little longer, and yet a little
longer.
Marguerite Ange leans back in a pose that would drive a sculptor into a
phrensy of delight. The fragrance of her golden hair goes out to him,
and her charming red lips tempt dreadfully.
How he anathematises inwardly the _convenances_ so dear to his
mother-in-law’s heart!
The conventionalities (he does not dream of calling them by any more
serious term) that bid him and her sit apart.
“It is growing very late, I am afraid,” he says, after a little.
“If it is, what matter?”
“I am afraid!”
“Afraid! Afraid of whom?”
“Afraid of _myself_,” he answers.
“Is that really true?”
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