British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Nora dropped the letter. Her cheeks burned with indignation. It was in
this light, then, that her father judged Wolff von Arnim’s grave, almost
formal, courtesy, their innocent, straightforward friendship together!
And yet, beneath the indignation, new fears and doubts stirred to life.
She did not attempt to analyse them. Impatiently, as though seeking to
escape from all self-interrogation, she picked up the second letter and
tore it open. It was from Arnold. Like the man, the handwriting was
bold and clear, the sentences abrupt, sincere, and unpolished. In a few
lines he thanked her for her last letter, outlined the small events of
his own life. He then plunged into the immediate future.
"Unexpectedly, I have been granted a year’s leave to travel in Central
Africa," he had written. "You can understand that I shall be only too
glad to get out of England and to have some active work outside the
usual military grind. I leave Southampton in two days’ time, so that
you will not have time to answer this. In any case, I do not want you
to hurry. I reach Aden on the 10th. That will give you time to
consider what I am going to say. Hitherto I have been silent as to the
matter that lies nearest my heart, but now I am going so far from you I
must speak, Nora. I believe that one day you will become my wife. I
believe that it is so destined, and I believe you know it as well as I
do. Our parting at Victoria convinced me, or at least it gave me the
greatest possible hope. I believe that if I had jumped into the
carriage beside you and taken you in my arms, you would have yielded. I
was a fool to have hesitated, but perhaps it is best that you should
decide in cold blood. You know what I have to offer you—an honest,
clean devotion, not the growth of a moment’s passion, but of years. I
know you and I love and understand you—even to your faults. You know
me, and whether you love me or not, you at least know that I am a man
who never changes, who will be twenty years hence what he is to-day. Is
this to be despised? Is not reciprocal trust and understanding worth
more than a shortlived passion? Nora, do not count it against me if I
cannot write to you eloquently, if I am poor in all the outward
elegancies of speech and manner. I have no metaphors to describe my
love to you; no doubt I shall always fail in those graceful nothings
which you seem to appreciate so much. I can only speak and act as a
straightforward Englishman who offers a woman his honest love. For the
second—but not the last time, if needs must be—will you be my wife?
Consider well, dearest, and if you can, let me go into my exile with the
blessed knowledge that in a short time—for I shall not wait a year—I may
come and fetch you home. Nora..."
Hoofs clattered impatiently in the street outside. The Arnims’ little
maid opened the door and grinned with mysterious friendliness.
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