She wandered out on the piazza, which she found empty, and stood gazing
at the sea in a revery of passionate humiliation. She was in that mood,
familiar to us all, when we long to be consoled and even flattered for
having been silly. In a woman this mood is near to tears; at a touch of
kindness the tears come, and momentous questions are decided. What was
perhaps uppermost in the girl’s heart was a detestation of the man to
whom she had seemed a simpleton; her thoughts pursued him, and divined
the contempt with which he must be thinking of her and her pretensions.
She heard steps on the sand, and Libby came round the corner of the
house from the stable.
VII.
Libby’s friends had broken up their camp on the beach, and had gone to
a lake in the heart of the woods for the fishing. He had taken a room
at the Long Beach House, but he spent most of his time at Jocelyn’s,
where he kept his mare for use in going upon errands for Mrs. Maynard.
Grace saw him constantly, and he was always doing little things for her
with a divination of her unexpressed desires which women find too
rarely in men. He brought her flowers, which, after refusing them for
Mrs. Maynard the first time, she accepted for herself. He sometimes
brought her books, the light sort which form the sentimental currency
of young people, and she lent them round among the other ladies, who
were insatiable of them. She took a pleasure in these attentions, as if
they had been for some one else. In this alien sense she liked to be
followed up with a chair to the point where she wished to sit; to have
her hat fetched, or her shawl; to drop her work or her handkerchief,
secure that it would be picked up for her.
It all interested her, and it was a relief from the circumstances that
would have forbidden her to recognize it as gallantry, even if her own
mind had not been so far from all thought of that. His kindness
followed often upon some application of hers for his advice or help,
for she had fallen into the habit of going to him with difficulties. He
had a prompt common sense that made him very useful in emergencies, and
a sympathy or an insight that was quick in suggestions and expedients.
Perhaps she overrated other qualities of his in her admiration of the
practical readiness which kept his amiability from seeming weak. But
the practical had so often been the unattainable with her that it was
not strange she should overrate it, and that she should rest upon it in
him with a trust that included all he chose to do in her behalf.
“What is the matter, Mr. Libby?” she asked, as he came toward her.
“Is anything the matter?” he demanded in turn.
“Yes; you are looking downcast,” she cried reproachfully.
“I didn’t know that I mustn’t look downcast. I didn’t suppose it would
be very polite, under the circumstances, to go round looking as bobbish
as I feel.”
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