Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life StoryLe Feuvre, Amy
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Dwell Deep; or, Hilda Thorn's Life Story
Le Feuvre, Amy
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Man-women relationships -- Juvenile fiction; Orphans -- Juvenile fiction
'I don't know that I care about going, Mrs. Forsyth. She is a perfect
stranger to me, and I am quite happy here.'
'I think the change will be good for you,' said Mrs. Forsyth, 'and it has
come at the right time, for I think of taking the two girls up to London
for three weeks. Miss Forsyth, their aunt, has asked us. She extended
the invitation to you; but unless you behave differently there to what
you do with us, I really could not undertake to have the charge of you.
She lays herself out for the pleasure of young people in her house, and
you could hardly accept her hospitality if you refused to take part in
every entertainment that was provided for you.'
'No,' I said quietly, 'I am afraid I should only be a wet blanket if I
went. I will go to Miss Rayner's if you wish, Mrs. Forsyth. Perhaps you
would rather I went to her than stay quietly at home?'
'I certainly should!'
And so the matter was settled. Mrs. Forsyth and the girls left the room,
but I stood for a moment at the window looking out into the garden. I
felt the sting of Mrs. Forsyth's words; she did not often hint so plainly
what a trouble I was to her, and though I knew it was true, it gave me a
lonely, desolate feeling, and I wondered how I could always bear it.
Tears came to my eyes, and then suddenly Kenneth's voice broke in,
'Crying, Goody? What's the matter?'
I had not noticed he was in the room, and hastily controlled myself. His
light, bantering tone jarred upon me, but I answered, trying to laugh,
'Nothing; I am silly, that is all.'
'I don't think you can want to go to wicked London, do you?' he pursued,
as he threw himself back into an easy chair and surveyed me meditatively.
'Do you think you are being banished to Miss Rayner's as a punishment?'
'Of course not. I--I am only sorry that I vex your mother so.'
'You have the remedy in your own hands. But I suppose you get a good
deal of pleasure out of the consciousness of your own superiority to us
all, and that solaces and supports you through everything.'
'You know that is not so!' I said, and my tone was indignant.
He laughed. 'You mustn't get angry, you know; that is not saintly. Are
you frightened of our respected aunt?'
'No, not frightened, but I am not fond of making fresh acquaintances, and
sometimes I feel that there is no place for me here; if only I had a home
of my own!'
'I think I can manage that for you,' was Kenneth's reply. 'Let me send a
line to Gates; I will tell him you are relenting.'
I ignored this speech, and continued: 'You know what I mean. If my
parents had lived, it would have been so different. Not that I have
anything to complain of. No one could be kinder than General and Mrs.
Forsyth. I am only sorry that I have disappointed them so!'
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