American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“I shall devote my energies to that purpose, and if the guilty ones are
never brought to justice, I will _live_ my innocence. I will prove it by
my life—my life shall be _foursquare_, and I will yet command the faith
and respect of all who know me. It will be hard, but I shall strive to
fight my battle bravely, and I feel that I shall conquer in the end. You
know Pope tells us that ‘He’s armed _without_ that’s innocent
_within_.’”
“You _will_ succeed—you cannot fail with such an earnest purpose in your
heart,” Editha said, eagerly; then she added, musingly: “You said you
would make your life ‘foursquare.’ I do not think I quite understand
that.”
Earle Wayne smiled a rare, sweet smile, as, leaning nearer his fair
companion, he said, in a low, reverent tone:
“You have read of the ‘city that lieth foursquare,’ whose length is as
large as it breadth, whose ‘walls are of jasper,’ and whose ‘gates are
of pearl.’ That city, Editha, a perfect square, and embellished with the
most precious stones, is, I believe, the emblem or symbol of a pure and
perfect life, and so, with the help of God, I mean that mine shall be
‘foursquare.’”
Editha gave him a look as if she thought it could not be far from that
even now.
After a moment of silence he continued:
“From my early boyhood I have always had a desire to become a thoroughly
good man—a man honored and respected by my fellow-men. My mother ever
tried to impress me never to be guilty of a mean or ignoble action. I
thought her the perfection of womanhood while she lived, and have tried
to treasure her precepts since she died; so you can judge something of
what I have endured in the disgrace of serving out a criminal’s
sentence. I could not speak of this to any one else,” he added, with
some excitement; “but you have been so kind and sympathizing that it
relieves my burden somewhat to speak of it to you.”
Editha did not reply—she had no words with which to answer him; but she
lifted her blue eyes to his face, and he saw that they were full of
tears.
“I am glad,” Earle went on, a slight tremulousness in his tones, “that
my mother did not live to know of my deep trouble—much as I have needed
her sympathy, love, and counsel—for she must have suffered torture on
account of it. If she knows anything about it now, she knows that I am
innocent, and also just why this sad experience was permitted to come to
me.”
“Earle, how deeply you have suffered from it,” Editha said, almost awed
by the intensity of his feeling, and wondering, too, at his way of
looking at the past, as if in some way his trial was meant for his
ultimate good.
“But I will rise above it yet; it may be hard for me to battle against
the frowns and distrust of the world for awhile, but I sail not allow
them to dishearten me—if only I had a few more friends,” he added,
wistfully.
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