Girls -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
How curious it was that Mattie should have put her finger upon Mrs.
Middleton as being her particular difficulty, mistaken though her sense
of the situation was. Mrs. Middleton was truly the only _hard_ Elsie
had ever known. Undergoing a certain amount of her society and
submitting to her caresses, sometimes once a day, often less
frequently, was the only ordeal she had ever undergone. And severe
though it was, there were wide spaces between, and those spaces were
the happiest moments she had ever known.
Now she was planning to throw away all the happiness, the delight,
because of the discomfort. It came to her rather vaguely that perhaps
that was the way with people who seemed never to have had hardships.
They evaded them somehow. And she wondered if some one else had to
shoulder them as so much extra burden? It almost seemed so.
And yet, why should she remain and endure that dreadful Mrs. Middleton?
What good would it do? Mightn't it, on the contrary, do real harm?
The girl couldn't imagine it as being any easier as the days went by,
but in case it should, what would it mean but that she herself was
becoming coarse--even vulgar?
In a sense, there wasn't any one now to care whether she was coarse or
not. Elsie Moss might, and Mr. Middleton. He liked her as she was.
He wouldn't like her to be different. And yet, he not only endured
Mrs. Middleton but actually cared for her, and he was as refined as any
one she had ever known, besides being so much more interesting than any
one except Elsie Moss. Possibly he would rather have her altered
somewhat than have the shock of learning the truth of the matter, and
of having a reluctant, and perhaps unwilling, Elsie Moss in the house.
Elsie Moss, too, liked her as she was. She had called her a princess.
Surely she wouldn't endure any change. And yet again--what if enduring
Mrs. Middleton would mean actually doing something for the other Elsie?
What if not enduring her--flying from difficulty--would mean
disappointment--breaking her ardent heart?
The clock struck nine, and immediately she heard Mr. Middleton enter
the house. He called to her and Elsie went down.
He wanted to tell her of a plan they had been discussing at the meeting
in regard to a course of lectures for the coming winter. All
eagerness, he reviewed the whole situation for her benefit, then went
on to tell her of the lectures they had had in other years, and to
compare those in prospect. Elsie, who was already learning to talk, to
express some of the interest she felt, enjoyed it the more that she was
able to respond in a measure--quite enough to satisfy him completely.
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