England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
When breakfast was over, and Uncle Geoffrey busily engrossed with his
paper, I used to steal into the kitchen and have a long confab with
Deborah, and then Jack and I made our bed and dusted our room to save
Martha, and by that time I was ready to start to the Cedars; but not
until I had convoyed Jack to Miss Martin's, and left her and her books
safely at the door.
Dot used to kiss me rather wistfully when I left him with his
lesson-books and paint-box, waiting for mother to come down and keep
him company. Poor little fellow, he had rather a dull life of it, for
even Jumbles refused to stay with him, and Smudge was out in the
garden, lazily watching the sparrows. Poor little lonely boy, deprived
of the usual pleasures of boyhood, and looking out on our busy lives
from a sort of sad twilight of pain and weakness, but keeping such a
brave heart and silent tongue over it all.
How I enjoyed my little walk up High street and across the wide,
sunshiny square! When I reached the Cedars, and the butler admitted me,
I used to run up the old oak staircase and tap at the nursery door.
Nurse used to courtesy and withdraw; Flurry and I had it all to
ourselves. I never saw Miss Lucas until luncheon-time; she was more of
an invalid than I knew at that time, and rarely left her room before
noon. Flurry and I soon grew intimate; after a few days were over we
were the best of friends. She was a clever child and fond of her
lessons, but she was full of droll fancies. She always insisted on her
dolls joining our studies. It used to be a little embarrassing to me at
first to see myself surrounded by the vacant waxen faces staring at us,
with every variety of smirk and bland fatuous expression: the flaxen
heads nid-nodded over open lesson-books, propped up in limp, leathery
arms. When Flossy grew impatient for a game of play, he would drag two
or three of them down with a vicious snap and a stroke of his feathery
paws. Flurry would shake her head at him disapprovingly, as she picked
them up and shook out their smart frocks. The best behaved of the dolls
always accompanied us in our walk before luncheon.
I used to think of Carrie's words, sometimes, as I played with Flurry
in the afternoon; she would not hear of lessons then. Sometimes I would
coax her to sew a little, or draw; and she always had her half hour at
the piano, but during the rest of the afternoon I am afraid there was
nothing but play.
How I wish Dot could have joined us sometimes as we built our famous
brick castles, or worked in Flurry's little garden, where she grew all
sorts of wonderful things. When I was tired or lazy I used to bring out
my needle-work to the seat under the cedar, and tell Flurry stories, or
talk to her as she dressed her dolls; she was very good and tractable,
and never teased me to play when I was disinclined.
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