First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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It was Mr. Jackson too, who had put all the household in mourning,
and who had made the arrangements for the funeral: at which, what
was remarkable, was the concourse of the poor, and, perhaps, the
unpremeditated part taken by our hero in the solemn pageant; for,
when the hearse arrived at its destination, and the body was about
to be lifted out, poor Edmund, to the astonishment of every one, was
discovered lying across the coffin. He had not fainted; for, when
brought into the light, he looked all round him vacantly, and, with a
sudden movement, hid his face again.
Mrs. Smyth had, it seems, some days before shown him the chamber of
death, with all its awful circumstances; and on this morning, when
dressing him, she had, inconsiderately, given vent to the petulance
which often accompanies sorrow, in the following words:--"And its her
ain sel 'at brought ye in aff the cald stanes, boy, and tak the wet
rags aff ye, and put the warm clothing on ye, and geed ye bread when ye
were hungry, boy; its hersel' they're goin' to carry oot the day, and
leave her by hersel', in the cald church-yard!"
Edmund made no reply; but soon after this he stole from the nursery,
and lingered about the halls. Presently the bearers brought out the
coffin; he followed at their feet, and when they lifted it into the
hearse, he too clambered up unheeded. But here, no sooner was the
hearse closed, and the consequent darkness complete, than the situation
into which an impulse of grateful affection had led the poor child,
proved too much for his strength. A strange sensation of awe, and worse
than loneliness, at once silenced the sobs which had hitherto shaken
his frame; the tears, which had been streaming over his cheeks, ceased
to flow; his forehead became covered with the cold dew of superstitious
terror; he was motionless; his very breathing was suspended; while
still the wretched consciousness remained, that his little heart was
breaking. And had the funeral not arrived at the church door at the
moment it did, most probably either life or reason must have yielded
to a combination of feelings so overwhelming.
Mr. Jackson also preached the funeral sermon. All he was able to
deliver were a few broken sentences of passionate admiration and
pathetic regret, mingled with the tender hopes of piety, for the
triumphant ones he could not reach.
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