Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II. — John Shaqi
Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.Moodie, Susanna
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Flora Lyndsay; or, Passages in an Eventful Life, Vol. II.
Moodie, Susanna
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"Certainly not; I would do anything to get rid of the weary life I lead.
All day chained down to my needle, and all night kept awake by the moans
of the sick. At eighteen years of age, is it not enough to drive me
mad?"
"It is what the Lord has been pleased to appoint--a heavy burden,
doubtless, but meant for your good. Look at Mary: her lot is harder than
yours, yet she never repines."
Sophy flashed a scornful look at her sister, as she replied--
"Mary is not exposed to the same temptations. Nature has placed her
beyond them. I am handsome, and several years younger than her. She is
deformed, and has a frightful impediment in her speech, and is so plain
that no one could fall in love with her, or wish to make her a wife. Men
think her hideous, but they do not laugh at her for being poor and
shabby as they do at me."
This speech was made under the influence of vehement passion, and was
concluded with a violent burst of tears.
Her cruel words inflicted a deep wound in the heart of the poor deformed
girl. For the first time she felt degraded in her own eyes; and the
afflictions under which she laboured seemed disgraceful; and she wished
that she had been deaf as well as unintelligible. But these feelings, so
foreign to her nature, were of short duration; after a brief but severe
mental struggle, she surmounted her just resentment, and forgave her
thoughtless sister for the unmerited reproach. Wiping the tears from her
pale dark cheeks, she smoothed the pillows for her sick mother, and
murmured with a sigh,--"Lord, it was Thy hand that made me as I am; let
me not rebel against Thy will."
The old woman was greatly excited by Sophy's unworthy conduct. With a
great effort she raised herself nearly upright in her bed, gazing
sternly upon her rebellious child.
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