Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854Various
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Godey's Lady's Book, Vol. 48, No. XVIII, April, 1854
Various
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There was but little in her new home to call her thoughts from the sad
recollections to which they were constantly recurring. Mr. Blake and
his wife were very kind to her, treating her rather as a guest than one
to whose services they were entitled; but they lived in a part of the
country very thinly settled, their nearest neighbor being at a distance
of seven or eight miles, and there was a wearying monotony in Edith's
daily life that weighed upon her spirits. Gratitude for the unvarying
and thoughtful kindness shown to her by Mrs. Blake induced Edith to make
every exertion to regain her accustomed cheerfulness, and she had, in
some measure, succeeded, when the Christmas holidays came to remind her,
by the contrast between her own position and that of the persons by whom
she was surrounded, more painfully of her isolation. The little family
gatherings, from which she could hardly absent herself without appearing
unmindful of Mrs. Blake's gentle yet urgent requests, and yet where she
felt herself among them, but not of them, recalled to her so forcibly the
former seasons, when her happiness and pleasure were to all around her
the one thing of the greatest importance, that, for the first time since
her departure from England, Edith yielded to her feelings of loneliness,
and every night wet her pillow with her tears. The reply of the Shunamite
woman to the prophet's inquiry about her wants, "I dwell among mine own
people," came with a new and touching significance to her mind, now that
she began to feel that never again would she feel the sweet security and
protection implied in such a position.
On New Year's eve, Edith slipped away from the merry group assembled in
Mr. Blake's parlors to indulge her sad meditations for a little while
without interruption. As she stood on the porch listening to the mournful
music of the pines, whose aromatic incense filled the air with its
healthful fragrance, and watching the moon as it slowly waded through the
clouded sky, now shining out in full brilliancy, and then almost entirely
darkened as it passed behind the thick masses of vapor that were hanging
in the vast concave, she thought that just such sudden alternations of
darkness and light had been her lot in this life.
"The clouds hang heavily over me now," thought she; "but there will be
brightness soon."
Almost at the same moment there came the sound of an approaching arrival,
and Edith hastily retreated to the house. She had hardly time to mingle
with the gay family party, when, hearing her name called, she turned
suddenly, while a thrill of amazed delight passed over her at the familiar
tone, and saw before her Mr. Hildreth, whose smile shed a light and warmth
upon her heart to which it had long been a stranger.
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