Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The constant recurrence of these violent emotions acted more and more
visibly each day upon Ferdinand’s wasted frame; and, at last, a moment
came when he disappeared altogether from his habitual haunts. Few marked
his absence, except a few women, in whose albums he wrote bad verses,
and for whom he procured autographs from great theatrical celebrities.
Upward of ten days passed, and M. de Candolles had not yet been heard
of. His old friend, Madame de Guesvillers, drove herself to his door,
and the answer at first was—as usual—that he was “_out_.” Two days
later, however, the porter admitted that he was in reality very ill, but
that the doctor had forbidden any one from visiting him, as the
slightest agitation or exertion might produce the worst effects. That
very evening, whilst her circle of _habitués_ was around her, Madame de
Guesvillers received a note from Ferdinand, expressing his gratitude for
her inquiries, but saying that his illness was little or nothing—a
cold—and that he hoped in a few days to be able to resume his place at
her tea-table. Blanche was present, heard the contents of the note, and
if it had been any one’s interest—which it luckily was not—to watch
her, would have betrayed by many little signs, her involuntary joy. But,
on returning home, that joy was turned to dismay. There was a letter,
too, for her—such a letter—it was written from a death-bed, and
contained a last farewell! She dismissed her maid, and sat through the
first hours of the night, with the letter lying before her. Every
feeling of commiseration, of womanly sympathy was touched, and the true
womanly wish to comfort and console aroused.
When she arose the next morning, it was with the determination to afford
the last sad alleviation in her power to the sufferings she had caused.
She accordingly, after attiring herself as modestly as possible, sallied
forth, and, on foot, reached M. de Candolles’ abode. Here, for a moment,
she paused, and her courage began to fail.
It was a bright, sunny morning, and it would have seemed that all the
shopkeepers in the street were determined to take their part of air and
light, for Blanche thought they were all congregated upon their
respective thresholds to see her pass. She blushed at every step, and
felt so confused, that more than once she had nearly stumbled. Before
entering the _porte cochere_ she stood an instant still, all the blood
rushed to her heart, and she was ready to faint, _lest she should be too
late_! When she had mastered this first strong emotion she began to
reflect upon the means of gaining the sufferer’s presence.
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