Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
He had been the darling of most doating grand-parents, to whom he had
been committed, a mere baby, at his mother’s death. Mrs. Gregory
understood how galling restraint would be to him, hitherto unthwarted in
a single wish, uncurbed in a single passion, and she feared to blast the
affection which she saw beginning to twine itself about her.
“Yet,” thought she, “I must govern, or the child is ruined. He is given
to me to be educated for honor, usefulness, Heaven. And shall I suffer
passion and self-indulgence to fasten their clutches on him and drag him
down to destruction, lest forsooth, my fair name should get some
slander. No, no, I will not be so selfish. I will be faithful to my
duty, to my husband. I will treat him as though he were my own.”
But it required many a hard struggle, many a long trial of unfailing
forbearance and inexorable resolution, to execute her purpose. Still,
she had the satisfaction of seeing that at the end of each the little
rebel was drawn more closely to her. With the unerring instinct of
childhood, he revered her justice and appreciated her patience.
For him she labored in hope. With delight she watched the development of
better dispositions, the formation of healthful habits. It was rare
pleasure to follow the rovings of his untiring curiosity; to open to his
wondering mind the mysteries of the unfolding leaves, the limitless
ocean, and the deep heavens; to watch the strange light that kindled in
his beaming eye as Truth dawned upon him.
In this was the step-mother happy. But there was one member of her
household in whose heart she had no home. Clara still held herself
unapproachable. Neither Mrs. Gregory’s uniform, cordial courtesy toward
herself, nor her undeniable superiority as a woman, could avail to move
her. She _would not_ like a step-mother, and she was possessed of a
strength of will very extraordinary for one of her youth and sex. From
this inflexible purpose to dislike, unavoidably grew a habit of
perpetual misconstruction. In order not to see good where it obviously
is, one must turn good into evil. This Clara unconsciously yet
studiously did. To her sister it was at once painful and amusing to
notice the ingenuity with which she sought out some selfish motive for
the beautiful action, some sinister meaning for the well-spoken words.
It was a continual vexation to her to observe the love with which the
new-comer was regarded by every other member of the family, and the
esteem and admiration in which she was held among the villagers. Yet she
was far too proud to intimate her feelings to those sympathizing friends
who are ever so very ready to listen to one’s inmost secrets and offer
their condolence, then hasten away, wiping their eyes, to gather for one
the sympathies of a whole neighborhood. Nevertheless, her cold reserve
toward her step-mother, and about her, was not unmarked.
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