Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
When I introduced him to the reader, in conversation with Mrs. Anson,
the poison of his flattery had already tainted that weak woman’s heart.
I will not follow his serpent-like course—it is sickening to mark the
progress of such arts. We left him in a gay assembly in Walnut
Street—we now find him in London, and, it pains me to write it, Mrs.
Anson was with him. To dispel the gloom that had already overcast her
features, and to feed his own inordinate vanity, Derode introduced his
victim to much society, but her keen eye soon penetrated the equivocal
character of those who visited her in her splendid apartments. With this
discovery came the first deep sense of her utter degradation.
“I will mix no more with these people,” said she to the major one day,
after an unusually large party left the house.
“As you please,” said he, “I was in hopes society would amuse you.”
“Not _such_ society,” she replied with some dignity. The major observed
the slight curl on her lip, and said, with something of a sneer,—
“Your notions are elevated, my pretty republican; your visiters are
people of fashion, and you know _we_ should not scrutinise character too
severely.”
This cruel remark pierced deeper than the base speaker intended. The
deluded woman raised her eyes—those eyes, in repose so meek—to the
face of Derode, and he quailed beneath their unnatural light.
“True,” said she with a choking voice, “true, true!—the meanest wretch
that ever bartered her soul for bread, should spurn my fellowship, and
flee my infecting touch.” Her head fell on her lap, and a series of
hysterical sobs threatened to end her brief career of guilt upon the
spot.
But it was not so to be. She recovered only to new miseries. Half tired
of his new victim already, Major Derode hired a cottage a few miles from
London, and, taking Mrs. Anson at her word, carried her down there to
reside in lonely misery. His visits, at first frequent, soon became
rare, and many days had now elapsed since she had seen him. She stood by
the open casement watching the moonlight for his expected appearance,
but he came not. A horseman emerged from the deep shadow of the trees,
but seemed to pass on toward the turnpike. Hope sank within her, and she
wished to die. She was now gathering the bitter fruits of her guilt. Her
love for her destroyer was eating up her life—the scorching intensity
of her passion was consuming the heart that gave it birth.
“Great God!” she exclaimed with frantic impiety, “art thou just? Thou
didst not endow me with strength to resist this destiny. Thou knowest it
was not volition, but FATE! If for thine own unseen ends, thou hast
selected me to work out thy great designs.—oh! for the love of thy meek
son who was reviled on earth, make my innocence clear. I am but thy
stricken agent, oh! God! I am innocent—innocent!”
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