Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 1, January 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 1, January 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 1, January 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
In the little village where our host was reared, by a near relative in
the original occupation of his father, he formed his attachment to his
present companion: She was then a teacher, starving upon the _liberal_
salary that rewards the principal of a female common school in “the
State where education is universal.” To marry at home would have
required sacrifices of conventional rank on the part of his intended, to
which his pride would not suffer him to reduce her; for how could he ask
her to share the fortunes of a laborer in the field? To wait until their
united efforts would enable them to secure a farm, was more than his
impatience could endure. In evil hour a bright dream of the west had
thrown him into the wilderness, and rendered him dependent upon the
accidents of sun and rain for protection against the tender mercies of a
Land Company—which calculated upon the profits of indiscretion and
extended credit willingly, while accepting actual payment with regret.
His energies might probably bear him through his trials, could he be
contented to avoid expansion until the flood-tide of civilization might
have time to reach his retreat, but already he was restless, and his
eyes were directed to the fatal west—and it appeared painfully probable
that a few short years would find him again dependent on his axe, or a
prey to larger speculations in a deeper wilderness.
We soon retired to our comfortable cat-tail beds, by the light of a
domestic candle, regretting that our kind entertainers refused us the
extempore lodging on the floor to which, in true woodland courtesy, they
condemned themselves.
It was long before sleep relieved the unpleasant thoughts awakened by
the conversation of the evening. My mind wandered over many a tale of
the woods, in which blighted hopes and ruined prospects constituted the
prominent features. True, I had seen much of happiness in similar
situations,—for Providence has constructed some one of the human family
peculiarly fitted to occupy each niche in the great temple of
society,—but how frequently the abuse of the inestimable privilege of
_free will_ renders it a curse instead of a blessing. I sometimes think
that the exceptions constitute the rule, and that a small minority only
ever accomplish the destiny for which they were created. Jarring,
confusion, and disorder mark every page of nature,—every paragraph of
history! Here was a man of spirit, enterprise, energy, and talent, who
had fled from the only field where happiness was proffered at a slight
expense of pride, to waste his powers upon a wilderness for the benefit,
in all probability, of certain merchants and capitalists in Holland. He
dragged down with him an amiable being who was fitted by her moral
excellencies, and even by her education, humble as it may have been, for
a far wider sphere of usefulness; and why? Because he could not bear to
ask a fond and loving woman to descend to a station which she would have
gloried to share with him!
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