Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Mr. Allston, who for some ten years had presided over the single church
in a place which had fortunately escaped the curse of sectarianism, was
a man as remarkable in character as he was peculiar in habit. A close
and unwearied student, ascetic in his daily life, and an enthusiast in
his profession, he was almost idolized by his people, who regarded him
as a being of the most saint-like character. Indeed, if self-denial
could afford a title to canonization, he was fully competent to sustain
the claim; but such is the inconsistency of human judgment, that Mr.
Allston owed his high reputation to a belief in his stoical indifference
to earthly temptations, and much of his influence would have been
diminished if it had been suspected that resistance to evil ever cost
him a single effort. The truth was that nature had made Allston a
voluptuary, but religion had transformed him into an ascetic. He had set
out in life with an eager thirst after all its pleasures, but he had
been stayed in the very outset of his career by the reproaches of an
awakened conscience. Violent in all his impulses, and ever in extremes,
he had devoted himself to the gospel ministry because the keen goadings
of repentance urged him to offer the greatest sacrifice in his power as
atonement for past sins. But he had experienced all the trials which
await those who, when gathering the manna from heaven, still remember
the savory fleshpots of Egypt. His life was a perpetual conflict between
passion and principle, and though his earthly nature rarely obtained the
mastery, yet the necessity for such unwearied watchfulness had given a
peculiar tone of severity to his manners. Like many persons of similar
zeal, Allston had committed the error of confounding the _affections_
with the _passions_ of human nature, and believing all earthly ties to
be but fetters on the wings of the soul, he carefully avoided all
temptation to assume such bonds. His religion was one of fear rather
than of love, and forgetting that He who placed man in a world of beauty
and delight has said, “I will have mercy and not sacrifice,” he made
existence only a protracted scene of self-devotion and privation. A
superstitious dread of yielding even to the most innocent impulses had
induced him to suppress every feeling of his ardent and excitable
nature. He had turned from the face of beauty and the voice of love with
the same dread as would have induced him to eschew the temptation of the
gaming-table and the wine-cup, and his thirtieth summer found him still
a solitary student by the fireside of his widowed mother. His fine
talents as a preacher, his powers of persuasion, his thrilling
eloquence, aided by the example of his own habits of life, had produced
a great effect in the community where he had been called to minister in
holy things. The church was in a most flourishing condition; numbers had
been united to it, and the influence of the pastor over the minds of
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