Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
fact rather than asking a question, “So you have met him before,
Marian?—” a violent convulsion shook every limb of her whom she
addressed, and the blood rushed in torrents to her brow—she bowed her
head upon her sister’s hand, and burst into a paroxysm of hysterical
tears and sobbing, but answered not a word. “Nay! nay! dear sister,”
exclaimed Annabel, bending down over her and kissing her neck which like
her brow and cheeks was absolutely crimson—“Nay! nay! sweet Marian,
weep not thus, I beseech you, there is no wrong done—none at all—there
was no wrong in your seeing him, when you did so—it was at York, I must
believe—nor in your _loving_ him either, when you did so—for I had not
then seen him, and of course could not love him. But it was _not_ right,
sweetest Marian, to let me be in ignorance—only think, dearest; only
think, what would have been my agony, when I had come to know after I
was a wife, that in myself becoming happy I had brought misery on my
second _self_—my own sweet sister!—nay!—do not answer me yet, Marian,
for I can understand it all—almost all, that is—and I quite appreciate
your motives—I am sure that you did not know that _he loved you_—for
he does love you, Marian—but fancied that he loved me only, and so
resolved to control yourself, and crush your young affections, and
sacrifice yourself for me—thank God! oh! thank God, dearest, that your
strength was not equal to the task—for had it been so we had been most
wretched—oh! most wretched. But you must tell me all about it, for
there is much I cannot comprehend—when did you see him first, and
where?—why did he never so much as hint to me that he had known
you?—why, when I wrote you word that he was here, and after that I
liked—loved—was about to marry him—why did you never write back that
you knew him?—and why, above all, when you came and found him
here—here in your mother’s house—why did you meet him as a
stranger?—I know it will be painful to you, dear one; but you must bear
the pain, for it is necessary now that there shall be no more
mistakes—be sure of one thing, dearest Marian, that I will never wed
him—oh! not for worlds!—I could not sleep one night!—no not one hour
in the thought that my bliss was your bane—but if he love you, as he
ought, and as you love him, sister, for I can read your soul, he shall
be yours at once, and I shall be more happy so—more happy tenfold—than
pillowing my head upon a heart which beats for any other—but he must
explain—he must explain all this—for I much fear me he has dealt very
basely by us both—I fear me much, he is a bold false man—”
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