Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
It was one of their many idle, undeveloped, cross-purposed
conversations, which in spite of its lightness had a kind of function in
bringing them nearer together, teaching them what to expect from each
other, revealing their quality to each other. The weeks slipped along,
each one important and interesting in its relation to the coming of
Cecily’s child, bringing that great anticipation closer to them. And the
lives of all of them clung to their own little orbits in the midst of a
storm already world devastating, though there were many moments when
they all shivered as some great tragedy, dulled by distance, came over
the wires and through the papers to them. Cecily, of course, dated all
things by the fifteenth of May, and as the winter changed into spring
and the whole world opened happily under the warming sun, she was more
and more eager to bring her waiting to a close. Dick was impatient, she
knew, and that made her more so. She was catching some of Dick’s quality
as she lived with him. She was trying to learn how to frost the depths
of the spiritual isolation which was absorbing her with a surface
companionship during hours which demanded lightness. There was some
sacrifice in learning this new lightness, but she had a vague feeling
that it would make Dick happy if she were not only happy, but gay.
The wonder of Cecily was that she was twenty, as yet unbigoted, and that
her personality was still vague in its outlines. The convent was of
course mainly responsible for this--in leaving so much to God. The
implied educational method of most schools and colleges is that you have
to work things out “on your own” as definitely as possible--work out
God, too, when you get to it--but the convent method was not so. When
things became tangled or overerudite, or too introspective, or
embarrassing and indelicate, the gentle nuns turned the solutions over
to God and left them there without asking for an accounting. Working
with material like Cecily they took care to perfect her English and her
French, even if they totally neglected economics, gave her a cultural
knowledge of science and a knowledge of history, which was colored by
faith in the church, and sent her out with a clean mind. There were
plenty of fine fresh minds coming out of women’s colleges every day, but
their freshness was like the antiseptic freshness of a laboratory after
corruption has been studied and its traces scoured away; Cecily’s was
the freshness of the out-of-doors, which is different. Mental and
emotional qualities were still to develop and, stepping as she did into
marriage so quickly, she had all of psychology, all of philosophy, to
learn. The bag of women’s tricks, already so thoroughly ransacked by
Fliss, was quite unknown to Cecily.
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