Hilda Strafford: A California StoryHarraden, Beatrice
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Hilda Strafford: A California Story
Harraden, Beatrice
California -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Ranches -- Fiction
“And the country is coming on beautifully,” continued Bob. “We shall
have an abundance of flowers. That will be a pleasure to her. But she
does not touch the piano. She sits down beside it, looks at it, and
goes away. At home she used to play by the hour.”
“She will play in time,” said Ben, kindly; “just leave her to choose
her own moment. Some day when you least expect it, you will hear her
touching the notes.”
But he went away with his heart very sore about his friend; for though
he believed that Hilda was trying her best to seize hold of the new
life and make what she could of it, he remembered his long conversation
with her, and felt that she would never be reconciled to the lot which
she had deliberately chosen. She had not once referred to her outburst
of confidence that afternoon: at first she had seemed a little nervous
in his presence; but as the days passed by and she saw him constantly,
the slight uneasiness of manner wore off. She trusted to his kindness,
and he knew it. He knew, too, that she liked him and looked forward
to seeing him, and, for his own part, he could not but admire the
brave attempt she was making to adapt herself to these difficult
circumstances. It was altogether admirable. But that set expression on
her face betrayed to him the real state of her mind, and he trembled
for Bob. And yet he had to own that she was good to her husband. Strong
as a panther herself, she did not understand much about ill-health,
but she tried to save his strength. Only she did not love him. It was
this that Ben resented in her. Still he was greatly attracted to her at
times, much against his will and against his prejudices. Then he would
go home twirling his moustaches, and swearing softly and continuously.
So the weeks slipped away, and Bob began to work at the ruined half
of his ranch. He looked very frail, and there was something about his
unrelenting doggedness which filled Ben with alarm. Nothing would
induce him to spare himself over this difficult task. He might be seen
at any hour of the day struggling with that stubborn land, filling up
the wash-outs, now and then pausing to rest, and after a few moments
returning with redoubled zeal to his tedious occupation. It made no
difference to his quiet persistence when the other men came to help
him. Ben worked alongside with him, and could not induce him to leave
off; Graham, Lauderdale, and Holles rode over constantly and gave him
the best of their strength and willingness, but he never relaxed for
their presence; indeed they rather stimulated him to further efforts.
Holles was in capital form, and kept every one in good spirits.
“I never remembered to have worked as hard as this,” he said once or
twice. “It just shows what a beautiful character I am, if people would
only believe it. I would not have done it for myself. But I am not
really properly appreciated in this neighbourhood.”
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