But such a glimmer soon fades, and the darkness thickens round us
again. It is not with the blindfold sense of sleep that we shall ever
find out the secret of life, I fancy, either in the dreams which seem
personal to us each one, or those universal dreams which we apparently
share with the whole race. Of the race-dream, as I may call it, there
is one hardly less common than that dream of going about insufficiently
clad, which I have already mentioned, and that is the dream of suddenly
falling from some height, and waking with a start. The experience
before the start is extremely dim, and latterly I have condensed this
dread almost as much as the preliminary passages of my burglar-dream.
I am aware of nothing but an instant of danger, and then comes the jar
or jolt that wakens me. Upon the whole, I find this a great saving of
emotion, and I do not know but there is a tendency, as I grow older,
to shorten up the detail of what may be styled the conventional dream,
the dream which we have so often that it is like a story read before.
Indeed, the plots of dreams are not much more varied than the plots of
romantic novels, which are notoriously stale and hackneyed. It would
be interesting, and possibly important, if some observer would note
the recurrence of this sort of dreams, and classify their varieties.
I think we should all be astonished to find how few and slight the
variations were.
VII.
If I come to speak of dreams concerning the dead, it must be with a
tenderness and awe that all who have had them will share with me.
Nothing is more remarkable in them than the fact that the dead, though
they are dead, yet live, and are, to our commerce with them, quite like
all other living persons. We may recognize, and they may recognize,
that they are no longer in the body, but they are as verily living as
we are. This may be merely an effect from the doctrine of immortality
which we all hold or have held, and yet I would fain believe that it
may be something like proof of it. No one really knows, or can know,
but one may at least hope, without offending science, which indeed no
longer frowns so darkly upon faith. This persistence of life in those
whom we mourn as dead, may not it be a witness of the fact that the
consciousness cannot accept the notion of death at all, and,
“Whatever crazy sorrow saith,”
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