of the land ever since he was born. He looked as though he could order
a magnificent dinner. Oh, why hadn’t she played her cards better?—he’d
been sent by Providence—and she’d snubbed him. “If I had that time over
again, I’d be safe by now.” And instead of the ordinary man who had
spoken with her at the door her mind created a brilliant, laughing
image, who would treat her like a queen.... “There’s only one thing I
could not stand—that he should be coarse or vulgar. Well, he wasn’t—he
was obviously a man of the world, and the way he apologised... I have
enough faith in my own power and beauty to know I could make a man
treat me just as I wanted to be treated.”... It floated into her
dreams—that sweet scent of cigarette smoke. And then she remembered
that she had heard nobody go down the stone stairs. Was it possible
that the strange man was still there?... The thought was too
absurd—Life didn’t play tricks like that—and yet—she was quite
conscious of his nearness. Very quietly she got up, unhooked from the
back of the door a long white gown, buttoned it on—smiling slyly. She
did not know what was going to happen. She only thought: “Oh, what
fun!” and that they were playing a delicious game—this strange man and
she. Very gently she turned the door-handle, screwing up her face and
biting her lip as the lock snapped back. Of course, there he
was—leaning against the banister rail. He wheeled round as she slipped
into the passage.
“Da,” she muttered, folding her gown tightly around her, “I must go
downstairs and fetch some wood. Brr! the cold!”
“There isn’t any wood,” volunteered the strange man. She gave a little
cry of astonishment, and then tossed her head.
“You again,” she said scornfully, conscious the while of his merry eye,
and the fresh, strong smell of his healthy body.
“The landlady shouted out there was no wood left. I just saw her go out
to buy some.”
“Story—story!” she longed to cry. He came quite close to her, stood
over her and whispered:
“Aren’t you going to ask me to finish my cigarette in your room?”
She nodded. “You may if you want to!”
In that moment together in the passage a miracle had happened. Her room
was quite changed—it was full of sweet light and the scent of hyacinth
flowers. Even the furniture appeared different—exciting. Quick as a
flash she remembered childish parties when they had played charades,
and one side had left the room and come in again to act a word—just
what she was doing now. The strange man went over to the stove and sat
down in her arm-chair. She did not want him to talk or come near her—it
was enough to see him in the room, so secure and happy. How hungry she
had been for the nearness of someone like that—who knew nothing at all
about her—and made no demands—but just lived. Viola ran over to the
table and put her arms round the jar of hyacinths.
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