The funeral took place with great solemnity. The whole University in a
body was present around the coffin. Then they spoke for the first time
of the accurate knowledge, the toil and sacrifices of the deceased. It
appeared from the accounts which Yosef examined that Gustav had earned
about four thousand zlotys ($500) yearly. All of this went to the widow;
he lived himself like a dog. This voluntary but silent heroism made for
him an enduring monument in the hearts of the young men. They discovered
also various labors of the deceased which indicated solid acquirements,
nay, talent. They found his diary, which was a confession in simple and
even blunt words of all the dark side of his life of privation, a kind
of apology for the passionate outbreaks of youth, those imaginary but
still real sufferings, those struggles, those pains, those internal
storms, and conversations held with self. The inner life of enthusiastic
natures was unveiled there in all its dark solemnity. It was a terror to
look into that chaos which is not to be known in every-day life, in that
"so devilishly gilded world," as the poetess calls it.
The memoirs were read at Vasilkevich's rooms; there was even a
proposition to print them, though it was not brought into effect
somehow. But Augustinovich wrote a paper after Gustav's death. Very
eloquently did he describe the man's career. He showed him from years of
childhood, when he was still happy. The charm of the description of
those spring moments of life was so great that it seemed as though the
sun of May had shone upon the writer. Then the picture grew sombre. It
was seen how the deceased had left his native cottage; how the dog, the
old servant, ran after him howling. Then still darker: life hurled him
about, tossed him, rent him. Again a ray shone as if on a cloud. In
rainbow form Pani Helena appeared to him--he stretched his arms toward
that light. "The rest you know," wrote Augustinovich. "Let him sleep
now, and dream of her. The field swallow will sing her name above his
grave. Let him rest in peace. The spark is quenched, the bowl is
broken--that is Gustav."
But it happens usually that people after his death speak much of a man
whom during life they almost buffeted. Let us give peace then to Gustav,
and follow the further fortune of our acquaintances, and especially of
Yosef, the hero of this volume.
With him nothing had changed, but he himself from the time of his first
visit to Pani Helena went about as if in meditation and was silent.
Augustinovich accustomed himself more and more to the new condition.
At the general's the guests danced as before. At the engineer's they
pounded on the piano. The countess sang in the evening. Gustav's room
was occupied by a shoemaker who had two scrofulous descendants and a
wife with a third misery. In the place where thoughts from a noble head
had circled and words of warmth had dropped, were now heard the thread
and the shoemaker's stirrup.
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