France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Monsieur Delmare had all the good qualities and all the failings of
these men. He was innocent to childishness concerning certain
refinements of the point of honor, yet he was very well able to conduct
his affairs to the best possible end without disturbing himself as to
the good or evil which might result therefrom to others. His whole
conscience was the law; his whole moral code was his rights under the
law. His was one of those rigid, unbending probities which never borrow
for fear of not returning, and never lend for fear of not recovering. He
was the honest man who neither takes nor gives aught; who would rather
die than steal a bundle of sticks in the king's forest, but would kill
you without ceremony for picking up a twig in his. He was useful to
himself alone, harmful to nobody. He took part in nothing that was going
on about him, lest he might be compelled to do somebody a favor. But,
when he deemed himself in honor bound to do it, no one could go about it
with more energy and zeal and a more chivalrous spirit. At once trustful
as a child and suspicious as a despot, he would believe a false oath and
distrust a sincere promise. As in the military profession, form was
everything with him. Public opinion governed him so exclusively that
common sense and argument counted for nothing in his decisions, and when
he said: "Such things are done," he thought that he had stated an
irrefutable argument.
Thus it will be seen that his nature was most antipathetic to his
wife's, his heart entirely unfitted to understand her, his mind entirely
incapable of appreciating her. And yet it is certain that slavery had
engendered in her woman's heart a sort of virtuous and unspoken aversion
which was not always just. Madame Delmare doubted her husband's heart
overmuch; he was only harsh and she deemed him cruel. There was more
roughness than anger in his outbreaks, more vulgarity than impertinence
in his manners. Nature had not made him evil-minded: he had moments of
compassion which led him to repentance, and in his repentance he was
almost sensitive. It was camp life that had raised brutality to a
principle in him. With a less refined, less gentle wife he would have
been as gentle as a tame wolf; but this woman was disheartened with her
fate; she did not take the trouble to try to make it happier.
XI
As he alighted from his tilbury in the courtyard at Lagny, Raymon's
heart failed him. So he was once more to enter that house which recalled
such awful memories! His arguments, being in accord with his passions,
might enable him to overcome the impulses of his heart, but not to
stifle them, and at that moment the sensation of remorse was as keen as
that of desire.
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